123skzfanstay

@skzforeverbest on this side. according to her family, she died at around 4:15 pm on october 7. i will forever miss you. and as your last wish; i will post an announcement here everyday

Emanator_of_books

@sad_vxbes she committed suicide and is now longer with us
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sad_vxbes

@123skzfanstay She's gone? I'm sorry, I didn't know her very well - but what's going on? I'm so lost right now?
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mishidt

im so sorry i haven't checked on u for such a long time, i was afraid to tell u what happened but i guess i have to tell u :( 2 weeks ago i was the closest i've ever been to suicide, and im so sorry. im so glad i controlled myself and im still here, i really hope you're not mad at me pls forgive me ❤️❤️❤️

aasamachan

I am scoring so dirty at school these days. My marks are all the worsts one I ever got. I feel like crying now. Why am I being like this? I am talking rudely with sisso these days. I wish no one from project SINÁJ ever come here and saw that the head herself has no will to live but still she started some project like this. To be honest, The main reason I started this project is that I get a reason to stay alive by this. If I suicide now, people will feel disappointed and every depressed person here will get courage to do that too. I am basically forcing myself but that's Okie. It's been 13 years and I am still doing things I don't like by forcing myself to do them. Just as now, I will force myself in the future.

aasamachan

My heart feels so heavy again. It's been so long. I... No longer believe that you are Khushi. It was just my craziness. I don't even think you will ever come back. Maybe it was the ending of our story. The sad ending was what it got. One went away forever and one was left with her heavy heart. I don't even think that you are reading these texts. I am just writing them daily for no reason. I was just way too delulu. I am sorry for that. I thought you will come back. I don't want to lose hope but I am doing so. I think you said the right thing, "Just smile and try to move on." Maybe it is the best thing for me but it's hard to do that. I know I get hate by writing you texts every day but I still wanted to do so. I love you so much but maybe it is something I don't deserve to do....

aasamachan

Maybe even if you get multiple chances, the past can never change and you have to live in present either it's best or either it's heat breaking. I still miss you a lot but I am losing the hope that you will come back one day. Was that really the ending? Why? Every story deserves a happy ending then why does this one doesn't? Is it because I was in it?

aasamachan

It's horrible to call you just an online friend whom I never met in real life. I loved you more than any friend in this world. I am still in shock that you left. It's soon going to be a whole year since we met ❤️
          
          
          
          I am still waiting for you to come, so will you?