It's probably hard for you right now as for many people who might see this. To the people who struggle silently. To the people who are having a hard time. To the people who feel like a mistake from everything they do. To the people who do sh. To everyone. I am so proud of you for continuously try your best. Don't give up or give in. Fight the temptations. I care about every single person in this world. You'll find a path out of this rough patch. Just strive for YOUR best. Not anyone else's. Just yourself's best. I am proud don't give up. Every person has lots of worth in this world including you. I will be your father figure. 
Stay safe. Remember to drink and eat.
Goodbye stunnings.