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Me when I learn that self harming again after not doing it for four years will actually make me feel better and cure my depression.

We dated in grade eight and stayed friends but they strictly like women and Arab nonbinary people and I thought I only like men but now I'm seeing them and talking to them more often and idk anymore. They're so pretty and kind and funny and thoughtful and holy shit. I may be down bad.

Me: Comes out as a gay man
          My nonbinary friend who I've been taling to a lot recently and is also a lesbian: We could be in love but we're both gay
          Me: Doubting mysexuality again

My friends really made ofmd fanart of their friends from another discord server when I was the one who got them to watch the show and also let then use my crave subscription??? Like I definitely shouldn't ve jealous, it's their art, but it feels a little shitty to know that they made art for their other friends and not the person who full on got them into this and gave them a way to watch it without pirating it.

I am emerging from the depths of hell post the Our Flag Means Death oneshots I will be working on. I already have a short on done and i have ideas for others. This show destroyed me and also awakened something in me. I have never wanted to write fanfic for something so bad. Anyways keep an eye out for that if it's your sort of thing!

Hi guys what's up? I want to get back into writing some short stories so I'm currently drafting some stuff that I may or may not publish. Wattpad was a very important part of my life for almost 5-6 years. I first joined this site when I was in grade elementary school, I was ten or so. I had just moved and was extremely depressed with no recourse and this site filled a void in my life. I latched onto reading and writing like it would Ava eme from something. In middle school my mental health deteriorated significantly, I attempted suicide twice in grade seven. Come grade eight I came out as a lesbian, then again a couple months later as transgender. In grade nine i attended an alternative school but struggled to keep up my attendance. I failed two classes and spent six weeks as a student in a mental health based school in the psych ward of a hospital. In grade ten I switched schools to one that was closer to me, I attend and made some friends but early into my second semester I stopped going altogether. I refused to leave my bed to do anything but eat or play video games. I had made some very good online friends and i devoted all my time to them. Around the end of grade ten my parents decided to send me to live in a group home, i hated the idea but it helped. I spent my grade 11 year finishing my grade 10 credits. I'm technically in grade 1w now, i should be graduating and going to college for something soon but I babe to take an extra year. I want to take advantage of the fact that I'm in a better place, relatively mentally stable, in consistent therapy and medicated, to write. I'm also considering writing a bit about my story and experiences with mental health, particularly what it's like being in a residential home. I'm not really sure what I'm getting at here but I guess if you guys are interested in hearing about any of this, tell me, I guess?
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          (That feels  weird to say as I made that catchphrase up when I was like 10 and I'm pretty sure I stole it)

Hey why tf people still reading my Fall Out Boy fanfic? That thing was a complete trainwreck and I was like twelve when I wrote it.

Hey guys, I'm back, and I hope to stay. I've started a new book for my one shot horror stories and would love it if you guys would check it out! Remember I'm always open to talk and I would love it if you would give my new book a read!
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I get really sad when people don't reply to me, I just wanna roleplay and talk to you please give me attention!
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