1408thunder
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its been a good run, i dont think im gonna write anymore. i love writing but everythings gotten so bad to the point where even writings boring. i know writing is an escape for me, but i cant even write without breaking out into tears or having a mental breakdown. tbh nothings fine anymore. i wonder what would happen if i kms? would anyone care? or seem to notice? every day has been shit and when i try to escape i always get dragged back to this hell hole. what if it never gets better? then whats the point? ive already lived. theres nothing i want to do anymore. theres no point. nobody would care anyways right? everyone acts like the dont care anyways. i only know three people that would actually care. and thats sad. the majority of them are online friends. if not all of them. why do i care anymore? why should i care anymore? i shouldn't.