1800LUVBOT
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again, ranting on here bc nobody really follows my second account. uh i guess i thought i was doing better. i really thought i was improving with my mental health. i was seeing things look up & i was confident in my healing. but uh, nope. my parents don’t trust that i’m doing okay, and it angers me because i’ve tried proving to them w every ounce in me that i’m okay. but no. they’re sending me to multiple therapists one about feelings, one about suicide shit idk. and they’re sending me to a health doctor because they think i’m starving myself. i’m a burden to my family’s happiness lol, like all their problems resolve around me & i’m sick of it. i wish i just kept it to myself bc then this wouldn’t have happened yeah <3 they’re sending me to all types of different places & i feel like there’s something wrong with me. i’m doing online school because of all this shit & i just wish they trusted me and my improvements idk. i’m scared ig. everyone treats my problems and feelings as a joke & ig i show them never ending support yeah ❤️ i reread my suicide notes & those triggered me lol <3 idk u guys don’t care but i need to get this out somewhere bc i can’t talk to anyone abt it personally. yeah ❤️
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@1800LUVBOT hi beb, youre not a burden to your family and your feelings arent a joke. im always gonna be here, and i understand that. if i told adults all of my feelings i'd probably be in therapy too. we all just want you to feel as good as you can. we want you to be healthy liv <3
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