Atlas Chaosity

Oh my gods. I was so cringy when I first joined here. I'm so sorry to everyone who dealt with me when I first joined Wattpad. I promise my writing has gotten a lot better and it's not as cringy anymore. 

Ich werde schlafen gehen now ♡ Night night Mein suber fruend ♥ ❤  

Danke fur Following Mich, mein suber fruend! ♥❤

I've officially hit rock bottom. I'm done. I can't handle this anymore. I've hit my all time low. I might not be writing for a while. Heck I might not even be on this app or website for a while. 
          
          So for now this is good bye my dear followers. I know I've been a shitty author and have rarely updated. 
          
          I won't be on a lot anymore because I'm actually starting to get busy during the summer vacation here. 
          
          Goodbye for now,
          *~Nicole~*

Would any of you on here care if I disappeared forever? Probably not. 

I just saw that I have over 3k reads on my book Dare to Dream(A Niall Horan Fan Fiction). I nearly died. I never thought I would get that many reads on it when I started writing it. It took almost a year and a half but I made over 3k reads. Thank you guys so much!!!

I don't know what to do. I'm so upset and confused and depressed right now. I can't deal with this stress anymore. I think my boyfriend wants me to choose between him and my best friend. If he does make me choose I might break up with him, because I can't choose between them. 

Links for Wedding Plans and Another Sister??
          
          Dress: http://www.glamour.com/images/weddings/2012/11/6-the-best-new-wedding-dresses-bridal-market-fall-2013-w724.jpg
          
          Shoes: http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Xt2zx54laSA/TKSPcujh-yI/AAAAAAAAJwk/dsbA60IzPxM/s1600/valentino_lace_fashion_shoes.jpg
          
          Hairstyle: http://www.hairstylestars.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/09/wedding-hairstyles-for-long-hair.jpg (This is the closest one to my description that I could find)
          
          Make-up: http://media-cache-ec0.pinimg.com/236x/4f/9f/46/4f9f46e7b03f7f163bba211cb4032d00.jpg
          
          Bridesmaid's Dress and Shoes: (This Whole outfit for the bridesmaids) http://img.alibaba.com/img/pb/806/133/302/302133806_116.jpg
          
          Rings: http://us.123rf.com/400wm/400/400/damianpalus/damianpalus0801/damianpalus080100094/2453498-wedding-rings-gold-happines-day.jpg
          
          Cake: http://celebritystyleweddings.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/01/4-Tier-Wedding-Cake-with-Roses-and-Butterflies.jpg
          
          There we go. All of the links to my new chapter.

Well I have cried three times in the past 24 hours. Not fun. I'm just waiting for the day my parents actually start abusing me. I'm just waiting for that day. They both seem to want me dead right now. Now I have the urge to cut. Great. Thanks mom and dad!!!!!

Its 8:25am and I'm bawling my eyes out because of my parents. They  both hate my guts. I hate my life. I hate it so freaking much.