thanks for your follow! and, I really, do know how you feel. Cory, was my idol. an inspiration, to me. and, him being gone, is.. is undetectable. impossible. i keep, thinking that it might be one of his pranks. like, the one he did to lea with his car, remember that? or, the one on the Ellen, show..
or, that this is a nightmare, but sadly no.
i have went to sleep, maybe, 50 times, since it was known to the world that our sweet, and loving Cory is dead.
P.S how did you find me? i mean, how did you contact me? no. that sounds worse. do you read my story or what?
but, you now what really broke me? that yesterday, was Lea's B-Day, and she was supposed to celebrate it WITH CORY, WITH E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E SHE LOVES. NOT JUST SOME. HOW CAN SOMEONE CELEBRATE SOMETHING HAPPY, WHEN IN THE INSIDE, YOU ARE DEEPLY SAD?
and, also an old tweet of Cory, wishing Lea a happy B-Day, had this line, "dont worry you'll always, be younger than me."
and, i started shaking. NOT ANYMORE, SHE WONT!
Cory, will be forever, 31.
and, you know what? i really, hoped that Lea, will end, like. (if you like the hunger games, but havent read the books, sorry for the spoiler.... ) Finnick, and Annie. with a baby....
and, her speach at the TCA, killed me!
:P xx