1Dfan_Love_Forever

HI AGAIN!! I feel like I always remember Wattpad during the month that is July…..2025 SHEESH what a year amiright….we’ve come a LONG way…..and with of course, what all started these entries, a no response from the so called bestie *insert immense sigh* ANYWAY it has come to my attention we have officially hit eleven years now of me on here writing entries like this!! WhOA and almost 10 months of Liam’s passing….life still feels so surreal…1D was what got us here, never did I think it’d be so soon, my heart aches at the thought. Oh how I wish we were back to 2014 
          
                      -mari xx

July 9, 2023
          
          I think I told her ???? 
          
          We’ll come back to this in a few I SWEAR 

July 29, 2020 
          "Thanks for checking in on me, I'm still a piece of garbage" -some meme on the internet. 
          
          YES HELLO HOE I'm still alive and thriving.... and extremely broke lmao I'll be back in a few days to make a year of the last entry *wink wonk*

August 10, 2018
          My last journal was sadly forgotten big sigh. Anyway hello hello it is I!! Last month on July 22nd (if you all remember from last year) made ONE YEAR of these monthly journals WOW . which wither shows you how incredibly annoying I am, (or dedicated wink wonk). Yes we are STILL alive and yes, still best friends, I last saw her on July 31, the day we both finally saw Niall and it was such an emotional and wonderful night, especially since we never had the chance to see one direction together. It was truly a night to be written in the books. But moving on, if you look at my page rn you might see my,,,,kpop stuff atm WINK WINK...............I got Andrea into kpop and I have no regrets while she has many while wheezing her little heart out......I'm such a great best friend oml. 
                                                               -mgcvocal

June 2, 2018
          This is the second entry that fits the "June 2" category, two years after I had said "Maybe she doesn't know how to use Wattpad-" yet here we are, undiscovered and slithering on this page and so on so, WELCOME BACK TO ANOTHER MONTHLY JOURNAL, where I'm your host, contestant, and judge. Yes we still are best friends,....if you were wondering. And yes...I did miss May's entry *sigh* What should be our rant or story today friends? how about we talk about the struggles of being an Artist? (A short one of course) 
          Well for one, being an artist is a fu cking pain in the ass and I'm saying PAIN. I get a lot of, "Will you draw me this?" "When are you drawing me ---this?" "Have you started---this?"  Listen, I'm not saying I don't like drawing or drawing for someone else but drawing is not easy to do first of all, especially if your a not so confident perfectionist bi tch.... like me but art, is patience. Which some people seem to lack. Till next month
                                                                            -mgcvocal

April 1, 2018
          APRIL FOOLS,,,,this aint no joke, she really still hasn't seen these lmao. Hello there and welcome back to the journals, I officially missed three months but whatever, wasn't like she was gonna be here anyway. It seems she was active last of Dec. 11, 2017,,,what if she doesn't come back????? Nah, once you fall into the fanfiction you fall,,,,hard. There is no going back no matter what hun,, unless of course it's just me but I feel I've grown with the authors and stories themselves. Like it's no longer 2013 or 2014 when all you would see on the Wattpad homepage was,,,One Direction kidnapped me,,, Don't get me wrong, those were the bomb diggity back in the day but now if you read, for example a Larry fic,,yea surprise surprise im a Larry hello,, It's gotten maturer you know, if thats a word.  There won't be like "the scene" right into the third chapter which I think is really cool because we actually express more artistic skill and write more overall here than maybe at school doing an essay on why marijuana should be legal. Maybe that's just my point of view, and I'm simply  a creep who would rather stay on the internet than socially interact. So now to end it, this feels like a crash course John Green would do that I would be watching in my 9th grade English class because the teacher might have a slight crush on the Fault in Our Stars author, but who am I to judge. Signing off,,, the wanna be goth -
                                                                                                 mgcvocal

December 3, 2017 
          I don't know why I bother writing the date if the date will be on there anyway. It seems her last activity form was following a gal by the name of RJEliason on August 14th. Two and a half months I think. I saw her yesterday, by chance, I've never actually told her I like to write on her conversations until the day she replies. I've said before "it's been four years" well I guess by next year it will, or maybe five and I just suck at this concept we call math. That's all I have this month. By the next time I write an entry it'll either be a new year and I'm still on, or wattpad does a vine, or we're all just dead and leave no signs of existence. signing off "kaya on the skya" ,,,, -
                                                                                                                     mgcvocal

November 2, 2017
          It's been 3 and a half months, I've officially changed my name from my 2014 one direction fangirl from harry_is_a_bae to mgcvocal and it's like I've crossed to a new world, a fresh start. I can smell a new life,,,,.
          
           This is beyond dramatic Hi there, welcome, if you ever come across my friend's page I'll be here for quite some time. See, she's been here the same amount of time I have and her page is just so un-updated I wonder if she's lost. We don't see each other often and this is me being a ridiculous friend. signing out yet again.             -mgcvocal

I have decided in making these into journal entries when I feel like LMAO
          thats until she learns how to fu cking work her wattpad that shes been on for like 4 years oml.
          
          July 22, 2017
          It's been four years *coughs* I have yet to see the the light of another soul, the conversations seem to get darker and colder, and I might be going insane here all alone. 
                               -h_i_a_b

A year later I still get nothing