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Please update This Is How I Learn To Say No

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Okay, people are telling me to take the job at the school. And while I am grateful to have so many people telling me what I need to hear I just have one reservation. 
          
          How do I quit? Because my boss has known my mother since school and me since I was a baby. She gave me this job, knowing that it was my first job and knowing that I had no idea what I was doing. And while I might be good at writing badass characters that take no shit from anyone, I am the exact opposite of that. I'm quiet, I don't stick up for myself and I care too much how other people see me and too much about what they need. 
          
          I don't know how to be the kind of person I need to be to leave.

Okay, I need advice on something personal. 
          
          I work at a daycare, I have been there for six months now, and I spent four and a half of those months with the 1 year olds and now I'm with the infants (not by choice). 
          
          They have changed my schedule 5 times already to accommodate to other people working there. Too my classroom and put me somewhere else only to hire two people who say on their phones and ignore the kids to replace me and the woman who used to be in there with me. Those two were fired last week and instead of giving me my class back they hired two new people to be in that class. And while I love the infants I love my old class more. And today they changed my schedule yet again because the boss didn't bother to tell anyone other than me that she had changed my schedule the last time. 
          
          And today my mother told me that there were a few hob openings at the school she worked at and that she wanted me to apply. This way I'd have more time off, more pay, and a consistent schedule. 
          
          Now I don't know what to do. My head is telling me that the logical thing to do is leave and go to work at the school. But my heart (the part of me that cares so deeply and so damn much) is telling me to stay and bare it because I love these kids. Now I haven't been able to stop crying since my mother brought it up, and I don't know what to do, so I decided to ask strangers online what to do. 
          
          What should I do?

i might  use your force of nature idea ive been trying to think of a Dc arrowvers fanfic to do i love the Catlin idea becs most people over look her potential and her character  as a hole but anyway ima probs get some sleep after i read a bit more on here night

ima look at your ieda book becs i know i want to start the kol fanfic but iam waiting bec ima think about ether doing the time line where the oc wakes up when he gets undaggered in season 3 of tvd youknow the dinner party where Eligha turns on nik or if i should wait and do it set in the origianls after davina resurects him not sure plus need to think of a way for the sphinor seal thingy  and how thats gonna work wether it will be broken when hes reborn as kol or if he s gota do a spell for it so gonna be brain storming that

thx i was think about doing my profile all Shadowhunters but i was like you know what ill go with  a  2 of my fav shows in one so i did that

I will not lie most of my books i was working  on  or gone because they were  on my old wattpad.com account  and that was on my old computer  and that got broken  by my brother's  dog jumping  on my desk and she's a malamute husky  so she's big and I had gotten  back home from working  with my mother  and it was broken  and just ye not repair able so I recently  got this new gamer  laptop  so ye can't access  the old account  because  I forgot  the info for it lol but I have been trying and I do have a  bit of an idea  for  a book but not sur I was wanting  to  do a tvd reborn  fanfic or a tvd/teen wolf crossover  reborn  fanfic  but I don't know who the main character  should  be like who should  the oc be reborn  as I was thinking  ether  jeremy gilbert  becs there's not many  of those or like liam but if I do one of them I'd want to make them like a hybrid  of  two different  supernaturals  or I would do a Kol Mikaelson  reborn  fanfic  and have him in that book be like a siphoner  that was sealed  like how Esther  sealed  Klaus wolf side  don't know though

Ngl your tvd/TO/legacies fanfics and or reborn fics i read the most and I love the new Davina claire  one because  I've been looking  for  one for a while  and most of the time when I find one it's no longer  being  worked on so thanks

in my Hope Mikaelson x PJO x HP book should she replace Harry or Keep him in?