SaltyShrimp

Last & Final Update
          
          
          What's up guys? Been a long while, huh?
          
          I created this account in the 7th grade to read Undertale, primarily Kustard, fanfics. Now, I'm a Senior in high school and have 5-6ish months until I graduate. It's fucking insane to think about.
          
          The internet has always been a place for me to escape from and has been a safe haven for me, just as was this account. I found comfort in the horrendous stuff I would read on here, it gave me joy in a way. With all the shit I've went through since the birth of my social media presence, I've never truly left. Of course, I've moved on from certain things, and Im certainly not the same goober I was 4+ years ago, but I've still maintained my online presence. Some days, I worry I've never grown from who I used to be; but then I log back into this account and automatically feel 10x better about myself.
          
          I cannot stress enough how much support everyone who followed along brought to me. Just people viewing my stuff made me happy, made me feel seen. As a kid who was struggling with identity and sense of self, those little things meant the world to me.
          
          I will no longer be active on this account and will no longer post on this account. I will not delete it because I will want to laugh at the shit ass story I made, but this WILL be my final post on this account. Besides just my old Kustard story, Wattpad just brings back really bad memories for me regarding past people and mistakes and shit I did.
          
          I am now currently active on TikTok (@saltyshrimp_26) where I post my art and doofy stories regarding me and Fell Sans LMAO
          
          
          For anybody who sees this at all, again, thank you for sticking along for the ride.
          
          
          THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE MEMORIES!
          
          Sincerely,
          Salty Shrimp

So, I jus’ reread the entirety of “Beautiful Colors” fer the first time in like a year or two again.
          
          HOW THE FUCK DID YOU GUYS ENJOY THAT SHIT??? 
          
          I was actually cringing the entire fuckin’ time: the pacing was so shit ‘n the fuckin’ edginess in it jus’ made it insufferable. The only damn chapter I liked was one I was workin’ on BEFORE I unpublished the story LOL.
          
          Not ta mention the NSFW sections were actually such a hard read, it was equivalent ta watchin’ an old Amy Schumer comedy special, it was actually atrocious.
          
          I swear, when I start writin’ again ima make it up to you guys cause there’s no fuckin’ way ima leave this earth knowin’ that I had a small following who thought that shit was good.
          
          (I seriously do appreciate the support tho guys but my god I couldn’t take it it’s so bad)

Again, ta clarify: It is not yet determined if I will repost the story ‘n keep it on here, redo the story ‘n post it on AO3, do both, or do neitha.
          
          I got a lotta stuff I gotta consider before I do make a finalized decision.

I still can’t believe I started that motha fuckin’ story close ta 3 YEARS AGO.
          
          It’s honestly fuckin’ crazy ta think about in retrospect: I was a Freshmen in high school when I decided to write that shit man.
          
          Ta be perfectly honest, I think I cringe more at the God awful art I made ‘n the NSFW chapters than the actual writing. Don’t get me wrong, the writing is still ass, but it ain’t the worst thing I’ve written before.
          
          I remember I was updating it back in I believe August ‘n December of 2022, then I jus’ stopped. 
          
          I still kinda like the concept ‘n the storyline I had fer it. I obviously changed some crucial things back when I was editing it ‘cause when I started it I thought some things were alright ta add; such as Frans ‘n havin’ Edge SA Fell. Nev’a been so glad ta see that shit be removed, cause I thought I never tweaked those parts ‘n it made me cringe so hard thinkin’ ‘bout it. Glad Sophmore me was like “What the fuck was you on?” ‘n got rid ‘a that shit.
          
          Anyway, thanks to all ya mfs who still decided ta stick ‘round ‘n wait fer my return LMFAO

I ain’t gonna lie guys, I completely forgot ‘bout this account.
          
          If you guys are still wondering ‘bout that kustard story, there’s a VERY slim chance I’m gonna republish that shit, fer a number of reasons. Mainly cause I cringe so fuckin’ badly at it, but I still love the idea of it.
          
          But, depending, there’s a chance I’ll redo it ‘n instead, publish it on AO3.
          
          Don’t quote me on that tho.

When will the kustard rewrite be out again? I've been checking this app every few months just to check. Also, do you ever plan on moving to ao3 with your works?

Kustard story repost?

I am sooo excited for you to repost the kustard story, I hope you do it soon!!

I wanted to ask this question without sounding rude or confrontational so I apologize if I do sound that way, but may I ask why you Kustard story was deleted? I loved re-reading it often.

To my readers.
          
          I want to apologize for the long halt in this story. I’ve been busy with school and other things in my personal life. Also because of this, I’ve just lost motivation to write for a while. I know my mental health and personal problems are no excuse for me not continuing to edit the story and I’m sorry for that. I want to let you all know that despite this, I’m going to try to bounce back. 
          
          If it really comes to it, I will make another announcement and or chapter stating that I will no longer continue this story. Though I really don’t want it to come to that.
          
          Thank you all.
          
          -Salty Shrimp