@1YourLocalAngel1
I want my dads side of the family to stop arguing and talking trash behind each others back(more towards an aunt of mine)I know because they talk about it I know love isn’t perfect(a pathetic excuse my mother uses), I just want the celebrate Christmas on my dads side cause my moms side is a bit more insufferable(but they don’t argue as much it’s just family teasing hurts and more things than that).
Am I the only one who feels like a fictional Yandere character will give me the love I want? Give me what I wanted? Give me the support I wanted and don’t have? They don’t tell me to stay strong. They don’t tell me I need eye surgery if I don’t do my eye homework, they will always believe me.
Yes?
I feel like I’m the only one who feels this cause I feel like my dad only cares about my eye getting better and not how I’m doing. And my life is getting more sh!tty every day and my dad says ‘three times a day’ and a Yandere would say ‘do as much as you please’ and such.
A Yandere would never do things I never wanna do.
They would give me the support I never had.
@1YourLocalAngel1 i get how you feel but while the thought of it seems alluring if you really think about it a yandere would be so much worse, like for example they would most likely over do it with the eye homework far more than your parents and whenever you skip out on it or try to they'd force you into the surgery since their delusions make them obsess over your health to an extreme degree that would end up doing more harm than good, instead of the three times a day from your dad it would probably be six or nine from the yandere, their delusions and obsession would cloud their judgement and things would only get worse. also they might be overbearing and while it might seem nice at first it'll quickly become too much, the affection and protectiveness would become stifiling over time to the point of suffocation. also depending on the type of yandere your current situation could become even worse. what i'm trying to say is that although it seems as though a yandere would be better than what you have now it would never be, it would do more harm than good and also you may not realize it but your father cares and supports you more than you realize, the reason why he's continuasly trying to make sure you do your eye homework is so that your eyes don't worsen, he just wants to help so even though it seems like he doesn't care for your opinion or feelings he does, just in his own way so give him a chance, talk to him, express how you feel and maybe you might find out things aren't the way you once thought they were
yoooo what is the up? im bored af and wanted to check up on you lol remember to drink water <3
@1YourLocalAngel1 orhorr i don't have hyperfixations much but whenever i do sometimes i get frustrated with myself for it but i forget abt my frustration easily
Don’t have motivation to continue my crk works.
Like the adhd person I am if I find a new hyperfixation I can’t continue the previous fixations
I don’t like drunk people.
Because one of my moms friends was drunk and they noticed I had ice cream and they said it looks good in the creep predator tone(it sounded like that to me) and let me tell you I was uncomfortable as fvck I didn’t say anything I was scared and creeped out
MIGHT BE TAKING A BREAK
here’s why:
Stupid eye therapy homework, and as you all maybe know homework=burn out
My dad said we are not going to Japan this year cause of my eye therapy expenses
Both my mom and my told talk about the expenses like I’m the financial burden and my mom makes a lot of money, kinda ironic and my dad makes the average salary so like I said kinda ironic
I’m tired
MH is declining as I type this
@1YourLocalAngel1 I hope your health gets better soon and you could always go Japan another time your health is way more important so try to take good care of yourself and drink lots of water <3
When I thought my life would get better it, gets worse my friends in a mental hospital and I may not see her for awhile….. and well offing seems really tempting and I mean it
@1YourLocalAngel1 babes im so deadass rn even though stuff has gone way down hill don't do it, you've got lots to live for even though it might not feel like it. you'll come out of this and even if your friend isn't around right now it doesn't mean that they'll be gone forever they'll be back before you know it and i doubt they'd want you to give up either. so stay strong for them and hang on for a while longer
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