1bequietdontcry1

i don't really know how to say this i've been putting it off for a long time and if it were up to me i wouldn't say it all but you guys deserve to know. so first of all, this ISN'T Seolhee, it's her friend Jintara. i've decided not to wait this out anymore and not carry it to the new year so here goes nothing.
          	
          	Seolhee is sadly no longer with us. last week she took her own life. the things going on in her life were far too complex and i didn't even know until one of her family members told me. i guess her strength finally wore out and she couldn't handle it. she was my best friend and will be missed so much. although we had our differences, she was like a younger sister to me. the hardest part is knowing that we ended on bad terms and i didn't even get to say goodbye because how could i have known
          	
          	Rest in paradise Kim Seolhee  
          	
          	
          	if you want to talk you can find my account on here @-violetdrvvm- 

itzchaeryeong

@1bequietdontcry1 oh my god i feel like crying. I hope she’s in a better place now. R.I.P Seolhee. I miss you 
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ahegays

This made me so sad , and I can't believe what I'm reading :( hopefully she's in a better place and resting peacefully . Rest in peace to one of my first mutuals I've had ♥♥
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PM0127

This actually made my heart drop, i wasn't expecting this :( i hope she's in a better place now and if you need to talk to me Jin pls do. I'm really sorry. 
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jsungszn

hi seolhee, it’s been awhile right? almost three years, and i still miss you everyday. our last convo was about you dropping your cheesecake, i hope you finally got some peace (and a hugeeee cheesecake to eat all by yourself). i wish i could have done more to help you, and i’m sorry it took so long for me to even post on your messageboard. but may you rest in paradise for the rest of eternity, if anyone deserves it, it’s you.

1bequietdontcry1

i don't really know how to say this i've been putting it off for a long time and if it were up to me i wouldn't say it all but you guys deserve to know. so first of all, this ISN'T Seolhee, it's her friend Jintara. i've decided not to wait this out anymore and not carry it to the new year so here goes nothing.
          
          Seolhee is sadly no longer with us. last week she took her own life. the things going on in her life were far too complex and i didn't even know until one of her family members told me. i guess her strength finally wore out and she couldn't handle it. she was my best friend and will be missed so much. although we had our differences, she was like a younger sister to me. the hardest part is knowing that we ended on bad terms and i didn't even get to say goodbye because how could i have known
          
          Rest in paradise Kim Seolhee  
          
          
          if you want to talk you can find my account on here @-violetdrvvm- 

itzchaeryeong

@1bequietdontcry1 oh my god i feel like crying. I hope she’s in a better place now. R.I.P Seolhee. I miss you 
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ahegays

This made me so sad , and I can't believe what I'm reading :( hopefully she's in a better place and resting peacefully . Rest in peace to one of my first mutuals I've had ♥♥
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PM0127

This actually made my heart drop, i wasn't expecting this :( i hope she's in a better place now and if you need to talk to me Jin pls do. I'm really sorry. 
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1bequietdontcry1

this message may be offensive
my problems go way deeper than anyone really knows. too much shit has been happening that now even my closest friends know about. if you are involved in one of those things then just know that it's not your fault. i love you all and this isn't a cry for help because i've already made my decision. it's all that's been on my mind my entire life and now i've finally commited enough strength to do it.
          
          please forget about me. i truly love you all~

JAMJAEM

I’m glad that you were able to go through your problems, we love you! ☆
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ahegays

We also love you so much ♥♥ ♥
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itzchaeryeong

^^ we love you too <3
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1bequietdontcry1

y'all the greatest divide in history has just occurred

1bequietdontcry1

@jisungies- jin and i are no longer crackhead buddies. can i get a rip in the chat
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