1direxon1

I think it is pretty apparent now,but I just wanna say it on here to have you guys fully aware.
          	
          	Wattpad is no longer a focus for me. I mean that as in I can definetly make some new content,but I really don't wanna focus my time into it.
          	
          	I am really going into a part of my life where I am realizing that I don't have much time as a child,and I should spend more time on the things I really wanna do. Back then,I wrote MRx1471 because I felt company writing it. Being a Reader x whoever story,and specifically being with SCP-1471, it was like a coping method since I could write out so many scenarios with a character that was so perfect for the occasion.
          	
          	I was very lonely with little to no friends,and today I am a foot away from having no friends at all since I just can't approach people like that. And though I have my family,and I love them so much,sometimes I fall back into depression when the thoughts of having no outside source to talk to or hang out with come front and center. I used to have horrible depression with the main cause being that loneliness,but it is a lot better now with help from my family, and some time at a therapist (even though that didn't do much so I stopped going lol).
          	
          	I don't wanna say that I worship her or something like that cause to me that is a really weird thing to do,but Malo really has given me some company during this time,even if it is only mentally and even if she is only fictional lol.
          	
          	I feel relief saying this to you guys and sharing with you guys,and hope you can forgive me for taking such an approach,because I feel that I need it and that it is necessary.
          	
          	I love you guys so much for the support,and I hope I can repay you with some future content if I feel ok doing so.
          	
          	Thank you for reading this,and if you do,thank you for understanding,it means a lot.

Dylan6064

I hope you’re still out there somewhere and doing okay.. but I just wanted to thank you.. I really loved your story. It’s pretty much the only reason why I’m on wattpad. I mean I spent a while trying to find it again just so I could read it and hopefully see a new update.. Idk but I think you changed the picture from before when I was first reading it so it took me a while but idk.. but I honestly can’t describe the feeling in your story and the feeling it gave me..  I know it’s kinda late to be saying anything a day you probably won’t ever see.. but I just wanted to get it out there.. I hope you’ll maybe come back someday and continue it.. and I wanted to thank you for making something so amazing.. it’s feels like something I’ve always known but never known at the same time. Idk.. Ik I made a whole paragraph just to reply to this but I don’t know how else to convey everything I feel.. I just hope that you’re alright now and I thank you…
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MonsieurLECTOR

@1direxon1 
          	  i feel like most reader x (certain character or thing) are copes that the writers makes to fell what he ( i noticed that most writes in that genre are males but there some female ones)wants to feel and experience, be it love, having someone there with you through good or bad or whatever, but its a good thing that you came to the self realization and clarity of how this is not good for you in the long run. I experienced the same feelings as you did, I seeked 1471 as a companion to be there, to love and share the struggles of life together, but I experienced the same clarity as you.
          	  something I knew from the start is that she isn't real ,i knew that from the start opting out for comfort but I came back to it eventually sooner or later , a simple sentence as that broke the  trance I was in  and it led me to the path of enbetterment and seeking the better things of life, although ,sure all of the stories that I have read might have given me comfort for a short moment ,that ended as soon as I finished it  and so I had to  read another to get that feeling again ,like a drug addict, Overall I'm glad that you decided to take  moment of respite for yourself, to take a look at yourself and deciding to end this for your own good, although others might be saddened by this  and remember this, were all gonna make it one day and that the ride never ends 
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Maninthewhatever

@1direxon1 Bye this may be the last comment here, Bye, maybe forever, but you were the person who influenced me to be on wattpad, thank you, you've changed my sad, depressing life into a new one.
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AntiheroZero

I oftentimes come back to this profile. Their story being they only reason I know of and have been using Wattpad. It's now what is possibly three, three and a half or maybe even four years since and yet i still lurk this page. I've read other comments and conversations about and surrounding this profile and it's only story, many of which echo similar sentiments I bear. At this point I don't know if I've only held onto the app awaiting their return, passing time by reading other stories that don't compare.
          
          It's funny the irony of writing this knowing that its not likely to ever be seen by anyone let alone the owner of this profile, however I'd like to say...
          
          Thank You.
          
          It's been a long time coming and I'm sad it had to be so late but Thank You. Thank You for shinning a light into the darkness of my life. Thank You for daring to create and in doing so inspire others. Finally, Thank You for sharing a part of yourself with us, a part of which rings true for myself and others of whom've stumbled upon your work.
          
          I know this "passage" may be a bit much but I felt that this time around it's only fair if this wandering lurker shared a part of themself as you have with him.
          
          I wish you the best and Thanks.

Jaggwire

@AntiheroZero This is the only reason I got into Wattpad and into writing. Thanks to the author for the inspiration. That's really all to say...
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MonsieurLECTOR

@AntiheroZero 
            Amazing what you can find on the internet
            people pouring their heart and soul 
            amazing and its truly worth it
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Dylan6064

I honestly agree with this and ngl.. it’s kinda the exact same thing for me.. I only know and ever really used wattpad because of his story… it has such a surreal feeling to it, it’s beautiful.. I just wish they’re ok and maybe do continue it someday..
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a1z45f8

I hope you are fine, and of course the story to continúe, if u ever ran out of ideas i can give u some AND actualy help if u give give a way to of course, even if a randome guy i really liked tour story AND i am willing to try and help with anyrhing

FoxyAmaterasu

I must say, the more I read stories of Mal0 (female version that is), the more I become infatuated and.... Addicted to the character. Lol. It's a pity she can't get pregnant, though every story has an author with their own plot of how the story will turn out. Lol. Abusively loved watching this story and want more! I actually regret not taking longer to read it all. Lol. Definitely worth reading over and over. Great job 1direxon1! Keep up the amazing work!

ZeldaGaming64

I wanted to ask, did you give up on this project and move on, or just take a break?

GrammarEnthusiast

@KamiCyapTsu It isn't, that's a different person
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DireLaxion

@KamiCyapTsu Wut
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KamiCyapTsu

Sorry , it's @DireLaxion
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rikitoasumi

You're amazing. You inspired me ti write my book, my fanfiction was made because of yours. I love your books, your the best person I have ever heard of, and seen your book was and still is my inspiration. Your writing is perfect, your stories are perfect. I may never reach your level but still, there is a chance.

RedocEdnard

@rikitoasumi Yeah, it was the first story I ever read on this site. It made me laugh, and was so funny. At first, I didn't know there was Mal0 fanfiction. But now, I've discovered a gold mine. It's something I love to write, and that's all because of this author.
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