anwesha

Nasty habits take a hold when you not here
          Ain't a home when you not here 
          Hard to grow when you not here,
          I'm sayin'
          I can't lose when I'm with you 
          How can I snooze and miss the moment?
          You just too important
          Nobody do body like you do.

i wish pain would be infinitesimal, things would be easier if i weren't me. 

i'm in love.

Something wrapped all of my past mistakes in barbed wire
          Chains around my demons
          Wool to brave the seasons
          One single thread of gold tied me to you

"Think I only want one number in my phone
          I might change your contact to
          "Don't leave me alone"
          You said you like my eyes and you like to make 'em roll
          I don't want no one else, baby, I'm in too deep
          here's a little song i wrote
          It's about you and me
          I'll be honest
          Lookin' at you got me thinkin' nonsense
          Cartwheels in my stomach when you walk in
          When you got your arms around me, it feels so good, 
          i think i got an ex but i forgot them, 
          and i cant find my chill, i must have lost it"

I'll give you the finer things
          Suddenly there's nothing worth comparing to your soul
          Where do we go? Where do we stand?
          In-between a quick romance, something that'll last long

I don't like anticipating my face in a red flush,
          I don't like that anyone would die to feel your touch,
          Everybody wants you,
          Everybody wonders what it would be like to love you.

cause there's this tune i found that makes me think of you somehow, and i play on repeat, until i fall asleep

at dinner parties, i call you out on your contrarian shit <3

just let me adore you