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Hey guys, I just wanted to give a small little update to my... holy shit almost four month Hiatus... Its been a long ass time, huh..?
Well I've got good news and bad news!
Good news is that, I'm not dead!
Bad news: I have no motivation to write.
Now don't get me wrong,, I still love Oshi no Ko, and Shining Stars but... I just can't bring myself to write another chapter... I've tried dozens of times to sit down and write, with new found motivation... and than I'm seven hundred words in and I'm stuck.
It might be I just can't bring myself to write on Shining Stars anymore, or many I've lost my passion to write fanfics. Its always disappointed me that I'm unable to write anything good without using other people's amazing stories and characters as a backbone to my own.
Hell the whole field I'm going into is writing. But there's always these thoughts of doubt in my mind. Telling me to switch to something more stable. AI, layoffs, all that shit revolving writers in Movie and games right now...
Anyway, enough about that boring shit, you probably want to know if Shining Stars is going to continue or not, right?
The short answer is, I have zero idea.
The long answer is basically, can I bring myself to write. As I've said, I've tried dozens of times, easily two days of my life wasted as I delete, rewrite and delete again. Its like I can't satisfy myself with my writing anymore.
Nevertheless, Shining Stars truly opened my eyes to my passion in writing, I wouldn't be going into my chosen Major now if not for it, I just hope someday I'll be able to give it the ending I always invisoned for it...
Anyway, weather it be in a week, month, or a year, I hope you all have a great day, as always... I'll see you all in the next one!
- 1ivingVex