@Equus- im so sorry, and i guess im fine now? my parents used to do something, and now i mentioned it in front of my brother casually, and they were all telling me it never happened, that i was a liar, and i was doing it for attention, but i wasnt, it happened and i know it, it scarred me, but i guess im just the villain in their story. Sorry if that was too much information, but it happened, i swear, i remember it, but nobody believes me and nobody will. I used to hate it, but now i guess i can live with it.