lost puppy

Bye.

This is for ALL my friends on here. I'm not being allowed on here much longer. So if you want to keep in contact with me here are some plat forms you can contact me on.
          Instagram = 1md34dtoo
          You will have to ask for my phone number, or email for google hangouts. I'm going to keep this app so I will be able to see you respond whenever you do respond, don't worry. 
          Love ya'll -no homo.

Why do I always fuck shit up? I have something nice, and that I love! Then I fuck things up..

Mirror mirror, can't you see? What your showing is killing me...

I sit here in a tub of my own tears. Wishing you could hear me as the tub over flows.
          Hear as I cry out for help.
          Hear as I say I love you.
          Hear as I scream.
          Hear as I give up.
          Hear as I drown in my own tears.
          Why can't you hear it? 
          Maybe I was too quiet.
          Maybe you were talking to your friends.
          Maybe you were playing your music too loud.
          Maybe you weren't listening.
          Or maybe you just didn't care..

I'm fine.
          [I'm not fine, please help me.]
          
          I'm just tired.
          [I can't take this anymore.]
          
          I already ate.
          [I'm starving myself.]
          
          Go away.
          [Show me you care enough to stay.]
          
          I'm just cold.
          [I don't want you to see my scars.]
          
          I'm better, I promise. 
          [I've never been this bad.]
          
          I'm okay. 
          [I just want to die..]
          

Every thought is a battle, every breath is a war, and I don't think I'm winning any more...

Happy first day of 2020 people. The roaring 20's are finally back.. Yep...

I hate winter. I'm already cold all the time! Now I'm shivering all the time! It too cold, I need some warm hugs. -^-

I get to go to HotTopic!! Yyeess! I'm so fucking happy!! Gonna get so much shit that I don't need!!