Cass

Logging out might come back later

Should I post more about my ocs on here

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          I hate being autistic so fucking much, it feels like everyone I know is in on a constant joke on me and I'm the only one that doesn't know. It feels like nobody actually cares about my needs and just helps me to sound like a good person. I am constantly forcing myself to talk to people even when I'm at the point where if I talk too much, I feel like I'm going to pass out because when I don't talk to people they think I'm mad at them. Nobody cares about my comfort when it comes to the stuff I eat, do, and my comfort of socializing. I get bad grades in school for fidgeting, not making eye contact, and not being able to present in front of the class. My mother refuses to believe I'm disabled and says that I do the same stuff way too often when the only reason I like to eat, wear, and have a schedule for the day is because I'm autistic. I hate the fact that I can't get the help I need because I'm 'barley autistic' when I'm just masking. I hate that I am doing bad in classes because I am autistic. I hate the fact that every day is a struggle to even wake up and talk to my friends. I hate that when I am stressed out from talking so much, people think I hate them. I hate that I can't try textured foods because of sensory issues. I hate that I'm autistic. I hate everyone who chooses to judge me instead of trying to help me. I hate everyone online who only thinks of autistic people as jokes. I hate getting called slurs at school. 

Was playing basketball with my sister, and my foot slipped, so I just slammed to the ground, scraped my hand, and elbow

I'm just updating to saying that my mental health has gotten way better since I last posted, and I've genuinely gotten way happier 

Just watched the super Mario movie and at o ne part of the movie the power went out and the sound was fucked up for toad and peach talking and the sound cut and it was just thunder sound 

I'm alive

Going on an official mental health break

I hate when adults act like lying down helps everything and anything
          Like yes mom I have been resting for the past day and a half and everything still hurts