1rsoldierSince2012

Just started to work yesterday and I think I'm getting sick PLEASE GOD LET THE WEEKEND BE OFF SO I COULD GET BETTER 

Not me being tempted to write a house of the dragon oneshot while i know so little about it apart from the series AND while I have at least 50 daredevil ideas hanging in my notes for the last six months AND i know damn well i cant spend more than 15 minutes writing because i just get bored out of my mind???? What illness is that 

 Gwayne Hightower, i would do unspeakable things to you ONE CHANCE 

IT'S HAMMER TIME

Watching House of Dragon and every bad guy is like 10 times more annoying than bad guys in Game of Thrones-
          I wannapunch eveyone

Thank God it's euros tonight, i almost went insane today 

Yes, i do partly blame my mom for my introvertedness because it now takes me a long time to get myself to make a call/appointment, because my whole life 1) no one has ever listened to me in family gatherings 2) i ended up not talking at all and no one even noticed lmao 3) i just stopped caring abou the table conversations and i now end up with nothing to contibute and i just have no reactions to what's being said to me.
          
          Like if you said "oh the neighbor is paying a lot money for the dentist", I'd just look you dead in the eye and say nothing BECAUSE WHAT AM I EVEN SUPPOSED TO SAY.
          and now that it's hard for me to find job, mother's out there grilling me "it's because you have no talking skills" oh pardon me, what if I don't feel comfortable?? 
          
          I know that I'm not as shy as i used to be like 5-7 years ago, because i had to get through it in uni and when i had my driving lessons for half of the year, but apparently for mrs perfect it's not enough. Well whose fault is that they didn't let me go to those excursion and festivals when i was little? 
          (And now she's blaming my best friend, saying that i shouldn't listen to her and that she knows nothing, when it's my bestie who has put up with my introvertedness and is always out there wanting to go to some places with me - and i love her for that)

Job update for anyone alive - that dude hasn't called back and and been a week lmao it's just funny at this point at how jobless i am 

I love talkative men, pop off yapping king i wanna hear everything 

Job interview update that no one asked: i like the place, the manager is really nice, he said he's gonna call me tomorrow (fingers crossed i get this job cuz NO ONE is freaking hiring in this god forbidden city)