1ssaki

rlly doing side quests rather than trying to write

Mayaskz143

@1ssaki that’s me rn
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1ssaki

I just realised how long the "short" story I'm doing was getting so imma finish writing it and publish it in parts. idk if it's just me but i can't read a huge ass chapter because i get hella bored halfway through. and my ideas are all pretty much 9th member stuff... so i might change the cover and just do a 9th member book or just have another book for the 9th member stuff

1ssaki

help, i have no idea what to write. I'm writing smt right now but i have no idea how to continue it without it being boring

Mayaskz143

@1ssaki ahhhh ok dwwwww
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1ssaki

once i have time to write
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1ssaki

@Mayaskz143 lowkey sounds like this other book already but imma use this a little bit
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1ssaki

this message may be offensive 
lowkey mid breakdown right now and i needed to rant a little bit to people who don’t actually know me irl.. not announcing this either so if u read it, u read it
          
          rn ive been feeling like i’m at a point where i’m getting better mentally but it’s too good yk? like it feels like the calm before the storm, that one day im js gonna feel all too weird about everything and just dip from the land of the living… lowkey like how there 2 books i’ve read have ended… they were happy and then suddenly it felt too weird and they ended up dying. like that’s how i feel like it’s gonna end for me.
          
          also i’m probably gonna make a little imagine of all of this too lol, some real life inspo type shit
          anyways
          thanks for listening to my ted talk

Mayaskz143

@1ssaki first of all that’s so valid. Second I’ve felt that before I was in a rlly bad mental place and did smth but I got through it thanks to support and so just know yeah it might get shitty again but it will get better like rn I’m in a great spot mentally and physically so dw you got this 
            
            
            
            And remember it’s not bad to feel
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1ssaki

update, it was js pms
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1ssaki

I haven't yapped this much in so long oh my days. Anyways, i have baby fever from the skz codes, literally cannot stop watching them, and now all i watch are idols w kids/babies and UGHHHHHHH. If I have too many skz!dad stories or stories with skz as dads vibes, that's why. It'll probably be like that for most of it. I have a ot of 9th member stuff too

1ssaki

i feel like i put waayyyy to much effort in research before writing and i tend to think of every possible outcome or situation in order for the stories to make sense... but like,, for ME, so itd make sense in my head. cos why am i researching about the korean school system rn?