I just realised how long the "short" story I'm doing was getting so imma finish writing it and publish it in parts. idk if it's just me but i can't read a huge ass chapter because i get hella bored halfway through. and my ideas are all pretty much 9th member stuff... so i might change the cover and just do a 9th member book or just have another book for the 9th member stuff
ok i swear i'm writing, but i js have little bursts of motivation... plus i have work until tomorrow so i'll probably post the next chap on thursday or smt
lowkey mid breakdown right now and i needed to rant a little bit to people who don’t actually know me irl.. not announcing this either so if u read it, u read it
rn ive been feeling like i’m at a point where i’m getting better mentally but it’s too good yk? like it feels like the calm before the storm, that one day im js gonna feel all too weird about everything and just dip from the land of the living… lowkey like how there 2 books i’ve read have ended… they were happy and then suddenly it felt too weird and they ended up dying. like that’s how i feel like it’s gonna end for me.
also i’m probably gonna make a little imagine of all of this too lol, some real life inspo type shit
anyways
thanks for listening to my ted talk
I haven't yapped this much in so long oh my days. Anyways, i have baby fever from the skz codes, literally cannot stop watching them, and now all i watch are idols w kids/babies and UGHHHHHHH. If I have too many skz!dad stories or stories with skz as dads vibes, that's why. It'll probably be like that for most of it. I have a ot of 9th member stuff too
i feel like i put waayyyy to much effort in research before writing and i tend to think of every possible outcome or situation in order for the stories to make sense... but like,, for ME, so itd make sense in my head. cos why am i researching about the korean school system rn?