Luna. I know you can see this, please DM me or answer my email. I just want to talk, I know you probably hate me, and I don't know why, so I just want to talk and find out why, that's all, I just need to know why and what I did. God, I'm stupid for this but please, I'm begging to know if it was my fault or something else. PLEASE tell me, you know about my autophobia, so you know what you're doing to me, right? I just, want to know the truth! I honestly miss you and if I did something, I'm sorry and I don't deserve your forgiveness, but I trust you more than most people I have ever. You are an amazing person, and I can trust you enough to read this and reply, as least try or think about it. I KNOW you've seen me around the halls, I know I've seen you and I get hit with the memories of our bond and how close we were, and I miss that. I really, REALLY do. The memories are killing me along with the guilt I hold for some reason, I'm not sure. I'm not in love with you anymore, but I miss being your friend, you were a person I could talk to and not be judged, I miss it. I've moved on from my feelings of love, sure, but I will NEVER lose the hope of repairing this friendship and being able to fully sleep at night without taking meds or crying for hours beforehand. My friend of 10 years, Aleah, thinks I'm hopeless for trying and stops me by hitting my shoulder whenever you walk by and I look at you, when I look the memories come back and my mind spirals and it's hard to look away, I'm looking at your eyes, your hair, your face. I miss your voice and it's driving me nuts! To cope, I got close to this girl in my homeroom and band named, Luna, she's nice and stuff but she could NEVER EVER replace you, NO ONE COULD EVER REPLACE YOU. So, if you see this, please DM and let's talk, I miss you, I genially miss the old times, I do. You were not only a light, but a safe place for me to speak my mind and talk about EVERYTHING, to vent, to flirt, to rant. Now, I have nothing, I miss you
