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also im wearing press on nails rn and i am fighting the urge to rip them off. i love ripping off fake nails. it brings me joy. but i paid real money for these and im trying to build a tolerance to them so my sister will do my nails again and i can keep them on for more than 2 days.
been reading a lot of isekai fics lately. something i cant figure out is how none of them long for something like a juul or an elf bar. like youre telling me youre back in the 2000s and ur nic habit just disappears???? like okay maybe a new body doesnt have the craving but the habit of putting it to your mouth is harder to break than the addiction.
maybe im over estimating how many people are nitties but like. off the top of my head at least a third of the people i know under 25 vape and refuse cigarettes or tobacco liquid flavours (virginia tobacco lovers i see you. i hear you. i am you. i will kiss you on the lips.) so like. youre telling me you s/i character doesnt crave a hit of cherry ice every now and then in these stressful times or something. hmmmmm i guess vapes were around but not the way they are now. you couldnt just pull up to tesco and get a lost mary (overpriced and gross) or go online and buy some liquid from the many websites made for vapes.
okay rant over.
every so often i remember that i literally dropped out of high school. like what. girl you stopped going to school and spent the entire time being depressed and reading fanfic.
anyways thats the majority of my lore about how i became the personi am
someone tell me why the almost 3 year ild kid i look after is the blueprint for evil men. he has two sides: violence, and love. seriously he was just kicking me and asking me to sit somewhere else so he could oush me over and then when i said i was going to have some quiet time he started laying on ke telling me that he would have quiet time with me and he loves me. ☠️
I HAD A DREAM THAT I FOUND THE MOST INSANE PHOTOCARD IN A CHARITY SHOP. THERE WAS SO MUCH GOING ON IN THAT DREAM I WAS BEING STALKED BY A (maybe) CULT, AT ONE POINT I WAS HEARING SOMEONE ELSES INNER MONOLOGUE ABOUT MY JEANS AND I WAS WANTED FOR MURDER AND I HAD A MASSIVE CHICKEN COSTUME BLANKET BUT THE PC???!!?!?!?!? IT WAS YOONGI BUT IN AN RM ALBUM AND IT WAS SUCH A COOL PC MY MIND IS AMAZING BUT NOW I WILL FOREVER MOURN THE FACT ITS NOT A REAL PICTURE also side note my phone feels like lava. might blow up. side note side note i think i might have had a pp in my dream but only when i peed??? also the weasley twins were there. weird af.
ginger prick at college called me a retard on Thursday. him being ginger doesn’t have to do with him being a prick but i digress. i asked him if i knew him after he greeted me by my name because i genuinely don’t know him beyond him being creepy toward my friend and his response was “dont act like a retard” HELLO???? chat should i tell like a trusted adult or am i being over sensitive
itried writing something poetic about my feelings but the truth is i just want to get him pregnant so bad
“why cant i sleep its been 2 days” i ask myself as i drink more caffeine hit my vape think about the Very Important Thing i have to do before i sleep but dont want to do write another poem about not being able to face the truth read 4 different fics and watch 2 shows on half hour rotations avoid my sleep medication and enjoy the medication that makes me awake as a mosquito on the day before you have to go somewhere that having itchy bite marks would be a nuisance and panic about everything to ever happen as well as trying to avoid my constant paranoia that i am about to be bombed. also i can never sleep until i have washed my face but i look so sexy i dont want to wash my face
OH MY GOOOOOOODDDSSSSS CAN THE TAROT CARDS JUST PKEASE FUEL MY DELUSIONS FOR ONCE. STOP TELLING ME HARSH TRUTHS. LALALALALLALA I CANT HEAR YOU!!!!!!
ok admittedly i do make most of it up but what i have gathered is that i only like him because i have daddy issues and im delusional
CHAT I HAD TO GET A NEW LAPTOP BECAUSE MINE CRASHED AND STOPPED WORKING AND I JUST REALISED THAT MY DUMBASS HAD THE ONE SONG I EVER RECORDED IN ENTIRETY IS ON THERE AND I LITERALLY DIDNT PUT BACK IT UP ANYWHERE ELSE. AND OF COURSE I MADE IT ALMOST 2 YEARS AGO SO WITHOUT WRITING DOWN ANY CHORDS OR TABS. im so stupid. it had a fuck ton of pictures on it too bro im so mad
