2020larries

Trying to get a new chapter out this week

2020larries

I’ll attempt to get a chapter out this weekend. With the passing of our beloved Payno, my inner child is broken. I’ve been a fan since I was 10 years old. I’m now 24. The boys were part of my childhood and my teen years, helping me navigate through bullying, abuse at home, and everything in between. They’ve been my best friends. So to know one our guys is now gone, I’ve been mourning a person I’ve never met. But the impact him and his mates made on my life and millions of others, will always speak volumes. 
          
          Fly high Payno, we’ll watch after Bear for you my love. You deserved so much better and I’m sorry you never got the help you truly needed. 
          
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2020larries

@afraidofzouis I was about to tell you the same thing! Imma message you
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afraidofzouis

I feel you… it’s still so hard to believe, I’ve almost convinced myself that it’s all a lie, I had to reschedule with my therapist bc I’m just not ready to accept it or talk about it. If you ever need anyone to talk to I’m here<3
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2020larries

@afraidofzouis it’s so personal. I can hardly get on social media without him or the boys popping up. It’s nice having them take over my socials again like before but it’s so different this time and the little girl inside me is so broken
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2020larries

Late night writing sesh! Not sure if anything will be posted during that time but for sure tomorrow after I wake up!
          
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