21ChemicalDays

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i know no one else is even around here anymore but i mostly read on ao3 but decided to log in to here cuz guess what....i am infact back into mcr...not on the insane bandom level i used to be where i genuinley ship real people....but i forgot how beautiful frerard fanfic is......
          	
          	i more wanted to do this as a little dedication to middle school me, who didn't realize it too much then but was suffering. gender, sexuality, isolation, no friends, trying to find a sense of self. i've finally decorated my room the way i'd dig it then, my wardrobe is perfect, and im having fun with my hobbies. i have few but important friends. i know (for the most part) who i am. i'm out, and i'm seen.
          	
          	and in the background of my middle school suffering was MCR. it consumed all my thoughts. i broadened many horizons becuz of MCR. and even when i tried to distance myself from the fandom, the music still stayed playing. every now and then, amidst my growing music taste, i'd realize how important MCR was to the way things ended up for me. 
          	
          	and after several long years of going about my life without realizing what i was missing, what i had pushed back, i finally got to see My Chemical Romance live and it was fucking rad.
          	and it changed me. well more fixed me, converted me back.
          	without MCR i don't think i'd be where i am right now. 
          	Belting Famous Last Words in the same room as thousands of other saved souls, and Gerard, Frank, Mikey, Ray and the other amazing people with the band, HEALED ME. 
          	
          	So now i'm exactly where i left off in 7th grade. 
          	
          	Cheesey post to put on my conversation wall i know no one will see, but this is for me.
          	
          	Hi me! I made it :) 
          	
          	I dont know where life takes me from here, but the future isn't looking too bad. (ignoring politics).
          	
          	Carry on <3

21ChemicalDays

questo messaggio potrebbe essere offensivo 
i know no one else is even around here anymore but i mostly read on ao3 but decided to log in to here cuz guess what....i am infact back into mcr...not on the insane bandom level i used to be where i genuinley ship real people....but i forgot how beautiful frerard fanfic is......
          
          i more wanted to do this as a little dedication to middle school me, who didn't realize it too much then but was suffering. gender, sexuality, isolation, no friends, trying to find a sense of self. i've finally decorated my room the way i'd dig it then, my wardrobe is perfect, and im having fun with my hobbies. i have few but important friends. i know (for the most part) who i am. i'm out, and i'm seen.
          
          and in the background of my middle school suffering was MCR. it consumed all my thoughts. i broadened many horizons becuz of MCR. and even when i tried to distance myself from the fandom, the music still stayed playing. every now and then, amidst my growing music taste, i'd realize how important MCR was to the way things ended up for me. 
          
          and after several long years of going about my life without realizing what i was missing, what i had pushed back, i finally got to see My Chemical Romance live and it was fucking rad.
          and it changed me. well more fixed me, converted me back.
          without MCR i don't think i'd be where i am right now. 
          Belting Famous Last Words in the same room as thousands of other saved souls, and Gerard, Frank, Mikey, Ray and the other amazing people with the band, HEALED ME. 
          
          So now i'm exactly where i left off in 7th grade. 
          
          Cheesey post to put on my conversation wall i know no one will see, but this is for me.
          
          Hi me! I made it :) 
          
          I dont know where life takes me from here, but the future isn't looking too bad. (ignoring politics).
          
          Carry on <3

I-tried-so-hard

SIAKWOSOSK 1) I love a lot of those bands omggg 2) It’s always hard to find a another panic fan that mainly likes the first two albums. We’re the same in that way :) 3) Thanks for the follow!

21ChemicalDays

@I-tried-so-hard LMAOOO WOW IM LATE BUT 1) yesss 2) yeah those albums were the best, probably because of Ryan Ross. Panic! definently aren't my favorite anymore since Br*ndon and also cuz i like other stuff more. 3)Of course lmaoooo
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