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I know it would be better to go somewhere else for help with something like this... but this isn't like its a game, or a book.
I have a boyfriend (online relationship- I know a lot of people would gag at the thought), and i really do love him. He`s so nice to me, and I've never actually been in a relationship that wasn't toxic not saying this to get attention, but I've been used before, so being in a relationship like this is a lot different, I'm not constantly giving away my love, time and effort but actually receiving it as well. He cares for me, and I care for him just as much.
But...
He`s obsessive. Very obsessive. I cant play with anyone else, I cant talk to anyone else, I cant give people compliments. He has access to my discord account, as well as having all of my social media but wattpad so its not like i could post about this anywhere else. Not only that, he has my location... But if he does have my Wattpad as well I'm fucked. very fucked.
I love him, i really do, but there are moments that I'm genuinely worried for not just my own safety, but his as well. Just over an hour ago he got pretty upset that i was playing a game without him. And now he's hurting himself because I was in a fucking vc with someone else. And I genuinely don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to break up with him, especially after I did in February and it did not go well. So... Any thoughts?