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Dayum ive been gone for ages

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Youve probably seen me update my “things unrelated to anime” book a few times and its for a very reasonable reason.
          
          Theres a concept I came up with a few years ago that I did start writing but eventually stopped. Why? Im not sure. But I recently picked it back up, rewrite the entire first chapter (a lot of effort because I wanted the same thing but worded better) and FINALLY im pleased with it. Might eventually drop it again like every other book I wrote but after a while ill pick it back up. 
          
          While im in this writers mood, im trying to write as much as I can lol
          
          Oh right, the concept was about SCP’s. I know, crazy right? I always wondered where they came from. Did they really just appear? But if so, why? And i eventually started thinking.. ‘what if there was some god level being making them?’ Which is how I stumbled upon the very unique and totally not giving away what he is name - The Creator. 
          
          So yeah, read if you want. I really don’t care. But I will say that the way I wrote it is completely different to how I normally write- again, influenced by other books I’ve read with an almost posh vibe to it. I don’t know how to describe it but it just works ok?
          
          I will probably make it into its own book, rather than stuffing it into that random thing I made, because again, it was just a concept I had a few years ago. I didn’t plan on making it long, and yet now Ive got this whole plot in my head for it.

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Okayy so im writing a new book right now! and i actually have high hopes for this one- i mean it this time, I wont spoil it, but boy is this one going to be a rollercoaster.
          
           Its the same one i posted about back in January but I've actually started writing it. I had some troubles with my writing style back then which made writing the book difficult because it wasn't really my style? Like how so many people watched Bridgeton and picked up on the speech, the same thing applies here. But enough with the excuses, I'm already 4 chapters in and I only started writing last week! i might start uploading them in the next week or so

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I know it would be better to go somewhere else for help with something like this... but this isn't like its a game, or a book. 
          
          I have a boyfriend (online relationship- I know a lot of people would gag at the thought), and i really do love him. He`s so nice to me, and I've never actually been in a relationship that wasn't toxic not saying this to get attention, but I've been used before, so being in a relationship like this is a lot different, I'm not constantly giving away my love, time and effort but actually receiving it as well. He cares for me, and I care for him just as much.
          
          But...
          
          He`s obsessive. Very obsessive. I cant play with anyone else, I cant talk to anyone else, I cant give people compliments. He has access to my discord account, as well as having all of my social media but wattpad so its not like i could post about this anywhere else. Not only that, he has my location... But if he does have my Wattpad as well I'm fucked. very fucked.
          
          I love him, i really do, but there are moments that I'm genuinely worried for not just my own safety, but his as well. Just over an hour ago he got pretty upset that i was playing a game without him. And now he's hurting himself because I was in a fucking vc with someone else. And I genuinely don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to break up with him, especially after I did in February and it did not go well.  So... Any thoughts?

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@Hoefinity Hes offered, but no matter how i look at it i dont like the idea of snooping around someone else’s stuff. I asked for a break, which he was a little hesitant about but he agreed. I dont want to seem selfish, or break his heart after promising i wouldnt. His last relationship was really bad to the point she lied to the police about some things… 
            Idk this is all really complicated for me
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SORRY ITS BEEN SO LONG
          
          My life has been incredibly hectic lately- especially these last few weeks- due to some personal issues. I’m going to try and get back into writing more, and I’ve even gotten a story idea! It isn’t a fan fiction, but my own story with an actual plot to it this time (shocking, I know). 
          
          I’m not sure where the idea came from, but it’s probably because of a book I read. I’m used to writing angst, and the occasion smut, so instead I wanted to write a book about the mc being a little… different.
          
          It might take a while, but I’ll try and update my one shots at least once or twice within this next month, and then maybe start my book! I won’t spoil it though. 

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@Hoefinity  THANK YOU BESTIEEE
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I also want to try and reorganise my profile and my stories
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