24Honeycloud24

Okayy so im writing a new book right now! and i actually have high hopes for this one- i mean it this time, I wont spoil it, but boy is this one going to be a rollercoaster.
          	
          	 Its the same one i posted about back in January but I've actually started writing it. I had some troubles with my writing style back then which made writing the book difficult because it wasn't really my style? Like how so many people watched Bridgeton and picked up on the speech, the same thing applies here. But enough with the excuses, I'm already 4 chapters in and I only started writing last week! i might start uploading them in the next week or so

24Honeycloud24

Okayy so im writing a new book right now! and i actually have high hopes for this one- i mean it this time, I wont spoil it, but boy is this one going to be a rollercoaster.
          
           Its the same one i posted about back in January but I've actually started writing it. I had some troubles with my writing style back then which made writing the book difficult because it wasn't really my style? Like how so many people watched Bridgeton and picked up on the speech, the same thing applies here. But enough with the excuses, I'm already 4 chapters in and I only started writing last week! i might start uploading them in the next week or so

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I know it would be better to go somewhere else for help with something like this... but this isn't like its a game, or a book. 
          
          I have a boyfriend (online relationship- I know a lot of people would gag at the thought), and i really do love him. He`s so nice to me, and I've never actually been in a relationship that wasn't toxic not saying this to get attention, but I've been used before, so being in a relationship like this is a lot different, I'm not constantly giving away my love, time and effort but actually receiving it as well. He cares for me, and I care for him just as much.
          
          But...
          
          He`s obsessive. Very obsessive. I cant play with anyone else, I cant talk to anyone else, I cant give people compliments. He has access to my discord account, as well as having all of my social media but wattpad so its not like i could post about this anywhere else. Not only that, he has my location... But if he does have my Wattpad as well I'm fucked. very fucked.
          
          I love him, i really do, but there are moments that I'm genuinely worried for not just my own safety, but his as well. Just over an hour ago he got pretty upset that i was playing a game without him. And now he's hurting himself because I was in a fucking vc with someone else. And I genuinely don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to break up with him, especially after I did in February and it did not go well.  So... Any thoughts?

24Honeycloud24

@Hoefinity Hes offered, but no matter how i look at it i dont like the idea of snooping around someone else’s stuff. I asked for a break, which he was a little hesitant about but he agreed. I dont want to seem selfish, or break his heart after promising i wouldnt. His last relationship was really bad to the point she lied to the police about some things… 
            Idk this is all really complicated for me
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Hoefinity

@24Honeycloud24 idk sis he’s manipulating you by hurting himself and limiting your communication with other people AND keeping tabs? Red flags all around. He may be “nice” to you but he’s controlling and that’s not what a relationship is supposed to be. Also do you have his passwords too or does it only go one way? Cause he sounds like the type to be messing around while projecting his insecurities onto you. 
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24Honeycloud24

SORRY ITS BEEN SO LONG
          
          My life has been incredibly hectic lately- especially these last few weeks- due to some personal issues. I’m going to try and get back into writing more, and I’ve even gotten a story idea! It isn’t a fan fiction, but my own story with an actual plot to it this time (shocking, I know). 
          
          I’m not sure where the idea came from, but it’s probably because of a book I read. I’m used to writing angst, and the occasion smut, so instead I wanted to write a book about the mc being a little… different.
          
          It might take a while, but I’ll try and update my one shots at least once or twice within this next month, and then maybe start my book! I won’t spoil it though. 

Hoefinity

@24Honeycloud24 WELCOME BACK!! I will be the first to read it ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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24Honeycloud24

I also want to try and reorganise my profile and my stories
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24Honeycloud24

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HOLY FUCK SHITS HE LIKES MEEEEEE

24Honeycloud24

@Hoefinity gotta love jelly donuts 
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Hoefinity

@24Honeycloud24 honestly this and biting into a warm jelly donut are the top best feelings ever
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24Honeycloud24

I was never made aware of how hot Russian accents are.
          
          I am creaming. And screaming. 

24Honeycloud24

@Hoefinity I just never interacted with Russian ppl. And damn, I was not expecting it to be that hot. 
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Hoefinity

@24Honeycloud24 how could you not know thissss 
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