I'm a mess. I made the biggest mistake in my life.
I made him my inspiration to express all the things that's been running on my mind and create something out of it, but he destroyed it.
He misinterpreted my actions and accused me of the things I never did.
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I want to have revenge, in my own way. And that is, by reconstructing myself again, not for his benefit but for me.
I'll forget him, and live a better life.
That's what revenge for me.
He'll never be my future and forever.
Forever doesn't exist anyway.
He's in my PAST now. Forgotten like he never existed.