Violet_707^^

I’m still alive and feel more mentally stable might start writing soon but idk 

I’m doing much better I think my depression is getting better that’s for sure but never knew Conan Gray could write music that I relate to so much like Jesus stop calling me out with ‘the exit’

I feel ok again but I’m not there 100% yet 

I feel like shit I just want to move on with my life probably not going to write for a long time

It feels like the universe is sending me the exact same people just different font new times Roman was so much better because I didn’t even care now I do care and I hate it here  

Is it weird that I haven’t eaten anything but I still feel like throwing up maybe I need to see a doctor or my therapist do you know what I need I need a vacation cause I’m so tired

I feel better but I still feel pretty bad and I think I might be developing an eating disorder or some thing 

So I feel better now surprisingly but I still also feel like shit so yay

I love how I have no motivation to write anything and I’m really depressed it is so much fun being me (I’m literally crying right now)