Autumn 🍁

omg ik it’s been sooo long since i last texted (╥ᴗ╥) how have you been?? fr i’ve missed you sm     .·°՞(˃ ᗝ ˂)՞°·. i want to text you daily like literally every day but college has me messed up fr  i leave home around 6:30 by bus and don’t get back till like 8 and the travelling itself drains the life outta then khana khane ke baad  i’m dead tired and crash （´∇｀''）not tryna justify myself or make excuses fr just telling you how it’s been (╥﹏╥) i’ll really really try to text you whenever i get even a lil time bc honestly i miss you A LOT like… a LOTTT

Yo!! What's up did you miss me ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
          I missed you alot (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

I am really really sorry mai tumhe time nahi de pa rahi hu (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) mere exams Monday se start hone wale hai plus meri assignments bhi pending hai (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) I am sorry again 
          I'll text you after my exam is that okay?? I hope you don't mind ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ just don't forget that I love you I miss and i care about you every minute every sec of the day... Love you alot. (Every hour every minute every second you know night after I'll be missing/loving you right 7 days a week LOL)

broo why can't i be consistent in everything be it study or texting you or other things consistency aur mera chattis ka akada hai (┬┬﹏┬┬)
          these days i am busy with assignment, test, microteaching and stuffs so i couldn't text you i am so so so sorry love i hope you are not mad or i hope you didn't feel like i don't care or etne jaldi haar manli nahhh bro mai haar nahi manne wale jabtak tum nahi aa jati ಥ_ಥ

Hey babe how you doing?? How have you been?? Are you taking care of yourself?? Are you Missing us?? ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ Wherever you are I hope you are doing okay and i hope you are just busy every time I see notifications i wonder if it's u but when I check them I get disappointed broo... When are you coming back 

i am so sorry i am not texting you these days i am not feeling well that's why
           (┬┬﹏┬┬)
          
          i am still not feeling god broo so my mind isn't working i mean i don't know what to post i'll just post a poetry i wrote for my one sided batana kaisi hai okay??
          
          I saw him, and something in me cracked
          He was sunlight quiet gentle
          the kind that warms everyone without trying
          
          And I was… not
          A shadow at the edge of the room
          skin too wrong smile too small
          a face I’ve learned to hide from mirrors
          
          He laughed once
          and the whole world leaned toward him
          I stayed where I always stay
          behind my own doubt
          
          I liked him silently
          the way broken things love from afar
          Because girls like me
          don’t get boys like him
          
          And even if he looked my way
          I know I’d look away first
          before he saw what I see
          every day
          
          ~ K

Across the miles and glowing screens
          Where pixels meet and words convene
          I found a friend I’ve never seen
          Yet felt in ways so deeply keen
          
          No hand to hold, no voice I hear
          Still somehow you are always near
          In typed-out laughs and midnight talks
          In shared silences where comfort walks
          
          Different skies, yet same moonlight
          We trade our truths in quiet nights
          A bond built not on place or face
          But trust, and time, and gentle grace
          
          So here’s to you, my distant friend
          A thread of light the web did send
          Proof that hearts can truly find
          A home beyond both space and time
          
          Day 26

How you doing?? What u doing?? Why are you coming back? I just keep asking myself many questions but i don't get any answers (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)
          
          Imagine how embarassing it's gonna be if you forgot password to this account and now you have other and like a stupid i am posting text on inactive account that's gonna be embarrassing ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
          
          Day 25

I don't know what should I post today I literally have nothing (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) no poetry no shayari no song for today I am so sorry ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
          
          Today I just want to say please come back bro kb tk aisa karogi broo i miss you so much I am waiting for you everyday (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)
          
          Day 24

One more shayri for today 
          
          Teri yaad ka ek kafila
          Ab bhi dil ki galiyon mai utar ata hai
          Tu chali kya gayi sannata bhi
          Tera nam leke pukarta hai
          Jo bhi hua shayad vajaa tujhi hi pata ho
          Pr jan le koi aaj bhi tujh pr
          Khamoshi se sach-much 
          Intezaar karta hai
          
          Day 23