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       ❛     THIS  ISN'T  WHAT  I  WANTED  !     ❜

          𝐉𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐘  HEERE      ♯      LOSER  ,
⠀⠀   GEEK  ,    OR  WHATEVER  ╱    HE'S
          ##  NEVERGONNABETHECOOLGUY

      ↯   he's  got  ghostly  skin  littered  with
      freckles  ,     cheeks   always   rosy   and
      waiting  to  be  kissed  ;  scars  that  act
      like    veins    tracing     his    spine    and
      branching  out  like   that  of  a  tree's  .

     MICHAEL  MELL  IS  HIS  BEST  FRIEND  .
     (     don't  take  that  away  from  him     )

      he  was  the   distant   crash   of  waves
      in   a   silent   night   ,    the    cold    chill
      you   feel   run    up   your   back   ,    the
      faint  ,    reassuring  mumbles  to  your
      ear   as   someone  pulls   you   closer  .
      (        he  was  a  loser  .    he  still  is        )