2banansforapound

I hate romance but i still find myself reading about it.
          	I’m okay but why does it feel like I’m not.
          	I love deep conversations but hate the feelings after a conversation like that. 
          	I hate affection but at the same time I want it.
          	I hate relationships but I hope one day have one.
          	I hate the word I love you but i crave hearing it.
          	Maybe I don’t belong here, 
          	I don’t think I belong to here, everything is just so dull so boring but yet here I am in the same place I have been all my life.
          	
          	what keeps me going? want me to be honest?
          	
          	
          	
          	I have no idea.
          	
          	

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ScarlettBlackDaisy

Just noticed you've given my story a chance. So I'm dropping by to let you know that I truly appreciate it and hope you'll find my work worth-it. Feedback and comments are more than welcome. Once again, thank you so much for making my day better ❤️

2banansforapound

I hate romance but i still find myself reading about it.
          I’m okay but why does it feel like I’m not.
          I love deep conversations but hate the feelings after a conversation like that. 
          I hate affection but at the same time I want it.
          I hate relationships but I hope one day have one.
          I hate the word I love you but i crave hearing it.
          Maybe I don’t belong here, 
          I don’t think I belong to here, everything is just so dull so boring but yet here I am in the same place I have been all my life.
          
          what keeps me going? want me to be honest?
          
          
          
          I have no idea.
          
          

2banansforapound

I like being alone but not feel lonely.
          I like to Be in silence but still hear something.
          Love the rain but not getting wet.
          I like to get lost listening to music but in a peaceful way. 
          I like chaos but not the bad type of chaos.
          I scream not wanting  anyone to hear but still wait for an answer hoping someone hears.
          I want to runaway start a new life but not let everyone I know behind.
          i like to hear but not be heard.
          I like to sleep but not dream. I love the sun but hate the burn that comes with it.
          I like the night but I’m scared of the dark.
          I like new challenges but hate to be challenged.
          I love to think but always end up overthinking.
          I hate horror movies but love the thrill they give me. 
          I hate being touched but crave being hugged.
          I hate being questioned but still wait for someone to ask. 
          I love to imagine but hate creating things I know I can’t have.
          I lie like it’s a part of me but hate liars.
           I love to help but not be helped.
          I like to observe but not be observed.
          
          I always say I’m fine when I know I’m not.
          I want to forget everything but not forget everyone.
          I’m scared but I’ll never admit it.
          I hate everything but love those small things that keep me sane.
          I like to think I’m happy and put a smile on my face when in reality is just me fooling myself again.
          I want to figure things out but I’m too scared to do it.
          I love to meet new people but hate socializing.
          I’m tired but I don’t stop, I don’t know how.
          I read,  hoping that would help me keep me sane, not knowing that nothing can help.
          I cry myself to sleep but hate waking up to a headache and dry tears on my face.
          I like being exited but hate how my heart races when it happens.
          Everything is so dull yet so beautiful.
          So boring yet so precious.
          I love old things but hate the smell of it.
          I love castles, ball gowns, swords, queens, crowns.
           I love where I am but  somehow If I have the opportunity I’ll leave.
          I hate goodbyes but I always say it.

2banansforapound

I’m gonna put this on my book 
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