I've always known but I really had a deep thoughts about this. I Will never ever watch AOT for the first time. Kenny words really stuck to me, everyone is drunk to something, and I realized what I was drunk on. I was drunk on AOT as weird as it sounds. It was the only thing motivating me to keep pushing forward and not taking my life away. AOT is just special to me. Im not very sure why im going to announce to the wattpad community but I couldn't care less.