@2ideefixe2 he's seems to show everyone that he enjoy the weird comments like psycho and crazy things
But he find it disgusting
That kinda conflicting in his mind and he's living in confusion
But on the other hand he's finding it as coping mechanism to escape from the way his friends see him and start to live in confusion with peace because it's comfortable rather than facing the world
This all kinda making him so doubtful to himself that he gave up to think maturely and start to just act the way people think he's scary
Because at least that makes him powerful in their eyes and make them respect him
I don't know, I think about it, like this
I'm still wanting to know more about the character