رَي .

الحَمْدُ لِلَّهِ عَلَىٰ كُلِّ مَا غَابَ وَعَادَ، وَمَا غَابَ وَلَمْ يَعُدْ 
             فَكُلٌّ فِي تَدْبِيرِ اللَّهِ خَيْرٌ   . 

I am not in a good condition and I am patient with everything I encounter. My mind is crazy with miserable actions that push me to a distant abyss where my life stops. I want to escape to the farthest place to find myself. I am lost and I have lost my way. There is no one to guide me. I am trying now. Yesterday I was trying and tomorrow I will try. I am afraid of revealing myself by myself. There is no support to help me. I am exhausted  .