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Dear @ombudsman_13 and @ahhwajsioks
          
          As you both stand on the brink of your final exams, I want to take a moment to send you all the love and support in my heart.
          
          Ombu, from our first days on the playground to sharing secrets and dreams, your unwavering spirit and smart mind have always shown through. Your ability to convert obstacles into opportunities has always impressed me. You have studied so hard, and I am confident that your efforts will pay off in these exams.
          
          Shan, you have brought a brightness into my life that will never fade. Your dedication and keen intellect are just a few of the qualities that make me pleased to be by your side. Watching you prepare with such dedication has been nothing short of inspirational. I am confident that your perseverance and diligent preparation will lead you effortlessly through each question and challenge.
          
          As you prepare for these tests, know that this is only one of many milestones that you are both meant to reach. The long hours, late nights, and determination will all pay off. Trust yourself, trust the route you have made to get here, and know that no matter what, I am eternally proud of you both. Take a deep breath, let go of any worries, and allow your instincts and understanding guide you.
          
          Continue to shine brightly as you always do. Remember that your value is determined by the amazing person you are, not by grades, regardless of the results. I am here, sending you all the love and support that a person could ever provide.
          
          With all my heart,
          Xontie, a best friend and a lover

Two chapters and already the best book
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/367496875

Be happy with your girl. Don't be happier than you were with me. While what she gave you costs money, what I have given you costs the whole world, along with my love and admiration for you. Yet you never appreciated it. It meant nothing to you.
          
          I don't know how the words you said stabbed my chest. Idc anymore. All I care about is seeing you with her. Don't you understand? It's painful to see you with her. It should have been me. I could have been the one you wrapped your arms around. I could have been told I was the most beautiful girl in the world. But it had to be her.
          
          When you're with her, I hope you tell her you love her. Tell her she's so damn pretty, and no one else deserves her. But remember me fondly, and remember that you loved me before you loved her.
          
          Remember that I went beyond my limits to show that I loved you? I tried so hard to fight through it all. But you make me want to kill myself. My love for you feels good, but it wounds me up. You make me want to commit suicide. You make me feel ugly and foul. As if I were twisted. But then again, you're my happy place, and I still love you in the end.
          
          Never forget me, baby. I'm never going to forget you. I want you, even if you don't want me. if you want me to die, I will gladly die for you. Anything for you, right? Do you want me out? I'm out. and when I'm out, I hope you're going to be happy, just not the way you were with me. I just can't let you go that easily. and I'll always love you.
          
          And I'm honestly so glad that we both agreed to prank the others :)

07.08.2023 — 21.04.2024
          
          I said, "Once upon a time". However, I never thought I'd say...
          
          The end.

AAAAAAAAAAA HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY @ThisAintShalherrr GOT 718 VARAKAH READSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
          
          
          CONGRATULATIONS BESTIE I LOVE YOU MWAHMWAH AAAAAAA SO PROUD SO HAPPY SO EXCITED FOR YOU EEEEEEEEEEE THIS IS HUGEEEEEEE

Context on my previous post, because many of you asked for it.
          
          I once had a close friend named Ainthu (not really). We spent a lot of time together and enjoyed each other's company. Unfortunately, our friendship took a turn for the worse when Ainthu started talking to someone who had caused me both physical and emotional harm. Let's call this person Aisthu. I was naturally upset about the situation and expressed my feelings to Ainthu, hoping she would understand where I was coming from. However, she didn't take it seriously and continued to interact with Aisthu in the same way.
          
          This made me feel like our friendship was one-sided and that my feelings didn't matter to her. I had expected her to support me in situations like this, but it became clear that she didn't care too much. Eventually, something happened between Ainthu and me, and we decided to end our friendship. Although it was a difficult decision, it was the right one. I couldn't remain friends with someone who didn't take my feelings seriously and didn't respect my boundaries.
          
          Later on, Ainthu asked me why we weren't as close as we used to be. I tried to explain to her that it wasn't just about her friendship with Aisthu, but how I felt about our friendship. I wanted her to understand that her actions had hurt me and that I was disappointed with her response. Even though I forgive easily, I couldn't just forget what had happened.
          
          In the end, I did forgive Ainthu, but she never apologized for what she had done. I hope that someday she will recognize how her actions affected me and that she will learn from this experience. For now, I am at peace with my decision, and I know it was the right one. She means a lot to me.
          
          And I mean a lot to her too, I think...

Enjoy ig.
          
          When I asked you not to talk to her, it was because she really hurt me. It's like, when I'm around her, all those feelings come rushing back, you know? And I just can't deal with that right now. So when you kind of brushed it off and said she didn't hurt you, it kind of stung, you know? I need you to understand that it's not about you or your friendship with her. It's about what happened between us. And when you acted like it wasn't a big deal, it made me feel like my feelings don't matter to you.
          
          Every time I try to open up to you about how much her actions hurt me, you just brush it off like it's nothing. But it's not nothing. It's something that cut me deep, and I needed you to acknowledge that. I needed you to listen, to support me, to be there for me. But you couldn't—or maybe you wouldn't—do that. I've been trying so hard to make you understand how much her actions have hurt me. I've poured my heart out to you, hoping against hope that you would hear me, that you would validate my pain. But every time I reach out to you, it's like I'm talking to a void.
          
          I thought our friendship meant something. I thought you were someone I could count on, someone who would have my back no matter what. But now, I realize that I've been fooling myself. Because a real friend wouldn't ignore my pain. A real friend wouldn't make me feel like my feelings don't matter. A true friend wouldn't turn a blind eye to the suffering of someone they care about.
          
          I can't keep pretending like everything's okay when it's not. I can't keep pouring my heart into a bottomless pit. I deserve better than that. I deserve friends who value me, who respect me, who care about how I feel. I deserve better than this. I deserve friends who see me, who hear me, who stand by me through the darkest of times.
          
          I hope, with every fiber of my being, that someday you'll realize what you've lost—that you'll feel the weight of my absence like a boulder crushing your chest, suffocating you with regret.

AHAA AEE EEEEIDHEY HAA UFAA FURAALAAAAAA

Simping for Eydha lololol

You all know Iron Man. You know who I'm talking about.
          
          He is my most hated ex. His real name always gives me panic attacks, as it reminds me of our past. He broke the hearts of 25 girls. You may know that Iron Man is toxic and abus1v3, but you all have never heard what truly I had to face.
          
          He was incredibly jealous, disrespected my limits, emotionally blackmailed me, played endless mind games to control me, used s3x as a tool (that was just once; he was not the first time), demanded my passwords, lacked empathy, was a drama seeker, and so on. So I attempted to end it with him multiple times, but he refused to let me go.
          
          But, I found out one nasty thing. He had been cheating on me with two other girls. He told a girl that he loved her in front of me. Why did he want me to stay in the first place if he already got two other girlfriends?
          
          Being me, I thought no other guy would love me. I kept having intrusive thoughts, and I pretended I was okay.
          
          But another guy entered my life and stayed with me longer than Iron Man. He, too, didn't want me to go. But he defines the relationship, he asks whether I got home safely or if I ate, he buys me stuff, kisses my forehead or cheeks and tells me how deeply he loves me, he is constantly interested in me, and he treats me like his princess.
          
          I found him. I found the one who was waiting for me. And I feel so happy with him. I am glad I found someone who is all I need and a lot more.
          
          However, last night, I got a hilarious text message. It was Iron Man.
          
          "Wanna get back together?"
          
          ...
          
          BAHAHHHAHAHHA THIS IS HILARIOUS IM STILL LAUGHING TO THIS
          
          And this is what I told him.
          
          "I'd be found dead with you. I've found somebody better than you. I am happy with him than I was with you. I want nothing to do with a person who sets an example for other males who want to ruin his girlfriends' hearts. I'm all happier now, so leave me alone."
          
          Thank you for reading till the end. It means so much to me :)