bella

anyways fuck him im getting at his opp now

brooo this is so weirdddd my mom had a guy she was talking to and then they stopped cus it didnt work out and I was also talking to a guy but he literally jus ghosted me. Bro tell my why my moms boo thang started talking to her again like a week ago and now my boo thang hmu again and hes coming over today..

it is basically 1 am buh shit went down and I think I made things good wit my mom cus we just had the most heartfelt talk while crying tg. idk how ima be able to concentrate at school tmr buh fuck it I gotta thug it out

runnin through the 7th with my woadies is the most perfect song I've ever heard

omg I was goin through sm lmao

istg I'ma lose my shit now she wanna apologize and say "sorry I flipped out on u earlier" fuck that keep ur sorry ass apology that typa shit pisses me off. now that she faded and chillin she wanna be all nice my mom is fucked up in the head. now Ik where I get it from

ok yea something is genuinely wrong with me cus why did I literally start laughing instead of crying when my mom yelled at me

I don't got a phone rn so I got to use the summer school laptop and all I could use is wattpad to vent stop lmao

had a talk with my dad, he gave me a roach to spark up rn, I was straight up with both of my parents and spoke up and told them how I honestly feel and now I'm at peace.. for now. my dad said he's gonna do better for me and I confronted my mom and told her how she under estimates me and that ik a lot more than she thinks and she said that she doesn't under estimate me but that its good that I'm aware of that sooo idk how to feel about it I jus feel relieved that they know now and I rly hope they do something about it cus I am too.

you know what fuck it I'ma get my shi tg and rely on myself jus so that nobody can tell me shit.