hiatus

hey riri!! saw ur message on my board, it's truly been so long! hru?

i hate that i got an idea for a book but i can only write the middle part because my creativity is not creativiting!!!

guyssss wattpad isn't blocked anymore but idk if i want to come back, everyone i knew is gone and there's still traces of toxicness in the air

a token of kindness [ 18th july 2023 ] 
          
          insecure poems, confident aches; inspired decades yet everyday a death. stretching silences, concrete words; homes that melt and walls that echo. floating feet, rotten flowers; waves that pause in an ocean that seamlessly flows. 
          
          fluttering thoughts, fiddling feelings; coloured mouths and disappearing promises. hibernating lights and travelling darknesses; lingering lilacs and luminescent shadows. 
          
          minds of pearls, mouths of venom; do not lose by playing to their strengths. corridors of history, weaponsied love; transient nor malleable. fragile loneliness, screaming insecurities;  not every sunset has to be colourful. 
          
          sun of rain, thunders of frustration; mornings like amnesia, cloudless burdens. midday pride, repentance heavy; grief stricken victories, blackbird joys. mansions of footsteps, tears of dreams; we are all graves carrying the dying spark of life in us. 
           #adropofhumanity 

so I published two chapters of a marellinh fic I'm writing on here, but a better version (more edits/updates) is on quotev.
          
          https://www.quotev.com/story/15841027/ill-be-here-til-the-end-of-time/2
          
          planning on adding it on AO3 too. the AO3 and quotev versions will be the most polished, since I can't access Wattpad that often/easily!

Hey! I keep seeing you around, so I thought I’d come say hi. How have you been?? <3

taking a year long hiatus: 
          to that one person your following that hasn't changed their profile pic: I love you

ALSO to the kotlc ppl im *making* a marellinh fanfic on quotev hehe i might post it on ao3 but not here, at least not for a while

// 7 / 9 / 2023 //
          THOUGHTS ON BETTER THAN REVENGE (taylors version)
          idk i just wanted to post something to lure yall back
          in my depressed era

a small token of kindness [ 10th july 2023  ] 
          
          mountains and decorators, exhaustion and evil eye; surviving bones and careless finds. funeral floods and tumbling sorrows; forests and bridges of laughters and morals. feelings migrated, clouds and dresses; that which rains does not always bring about harvest. 
          
          clocks of manners, a road of residences; hearts like maples marked along fences. pictures of politeness, smiles like wounds; world a death of another, burial grounds like jasmine blooms. 
          
          mornings of questions, blurred evening attempts; youth of trial and error, life a honeycomb aged. dreams of wounds, dreams like a father's disappointment; storms like swaying birth, storms sometimes like corpses of discipline.  
          
          disassociated honour, ribbed filters; what binds is not glue, rather, mutual respect. eastern wind and crepuscular billows; howling books and silent words. the majesticness of months yet the solemnity of years; to the hearts that wriggle with pain, silence is delicate, thin ice-like elegance. 
           #adropofhumanity