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WONDERHAHOYYYYYYYY!!!! EMUS BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMU OTORI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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YAHAHOYYYY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
          MIZUKI AKIYAMA I LOVE HER!!!!!
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          anyone who corrects me by saying “him*” will have their skin as the wax of the candles of her birthday cake.

my emu plush is estimated to come around sept, the earliest being sept 10, and emus canon bday is sept 9, so i may be able to celebrate her bday with the plush!
          
          i think this is the reason why i get left in relationships at a maximum of 3 days /nsrs

how to date someone without immediately backing out out of fear that i won’t be truly loved if i open up about my interests and hobbies and secrets and vents because ive never felt love differently other then platonic love, no borax no glue
          
          (Not even a rant post, i need advice)

WHAT DO YOU MEAN KINGER USED TO HATE HIMSELF. NOOOO NONONOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i need to give him a hug how could he hate himself howdbdnd dhow how hoshdhsnd

I RAN OUT OF CHOCOLATE ALMONDS NOOOOOOOOOOO

Some headcanons for my top two kins! (Most of them are projections >_<)
          
          Honami:
          - Really into astronomy (Canon), her favorite planet is neptune and she sympathizes with Pluto a lot for being outcasted.
          - She loves the question of how Black holes work and its one of her favorite things to learn about space
          - Her favorite movie is WALL-E !!
          - Her favorite breed of dog are border collies !!
          - One of her favorite jackets is a fluffy winter coat. 
          - Her favorite Sanrio character is kerropi ^_^
          
          Emu:
          - Loves making paper stars! she has a jar filled with them and will often give handfulls of paper stars to WXS! 
          - She’s made friendship braclets for WXS, along with friendship braclets with Honami, Saki, and Kohane.
          - Her favorite Sanrio character is cinnamoroll !!

i just bought an emu plush !! :D it should arrive in at least 2 weeks or smth !!
          
          i feel very happy right now, today was a good day !!

sorry
          
          
          
          warning : small vent, u’re not required to read if u don’t wna !! im not announcing this for a reason 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          i feel so bad everytime i express anything but happiness and kindness . whether it be online or irl, everytime i catch myself judging someone i feel like a total bully . even just slightly critiquing something and keeping it in my mind is like a total crime to me . im supposed to be kind to people . im supposed to make you laugh . im supposed to allow you to feel open and safe around me and know youre cared for .. please i just want to make you happy . im supposed to be happy . im grateful for everything ever gaven to me but i cant express that gratitude in a way that makes others feel that im grateful . 
          i want to make you happy . but i hate how i can’t allow myself to not be happy .