mads

wow! dude this is really great! you have a great way in telling ur stories...

Damn girl, your one-shots are making me cry at 2A.M.

@3broomsticks WHAT

Why am I just now finding out that Lauren tweeted “Pay attention to the synchronicity. Pay attention to the signs.” to which a fan replied with a video of Camila & Lauren being in sync with one another, to which another fan replied saying “This is some Illuminati shit.” AND LAUREN SAID, “Nah it’s some real shit, pay attention.” WHAT.

“poison me daddy” - the 1975, 2018

Here is a poem about my girlfriend & I breaking up. I am throwing my pain into the void of the Internet, enjoy.
          
          this is after we have broken up.
          or at least had the talk.
          we were looking through the photos 
          in your phone and you pointed 
          at one of me and said,
          “we shouldn’t have had sex this day. 
          it just confused me.” and i said, “yeah, 
          it was good though.” i wanted to kiss you
          but you were no longer mine. 
          *
          “i’m not angry at you. i won’t be angry at you,”
          i had said, when you told me about her. 
          your face crumpled into itself. i think
          you believed me, which is really quite sad,
          because even though i didn’t know it
          i was lying, i woke up 
          the next morning and you told me
          she gave you a ride and 
          i cried and cried and cried.
          i had never been more angry.
          i thought back furiously, in your backyard
          where i said, you can try with her, i understand,
          i figured this would happen.
          i wanted to rip my words out of the air.
          what a fool i had been.
          *
          it was supposed to be me, i wanted to say.
          i wanted to pick up the phone and call you
          and make you listen to me cry.
          but i didn’t.
          it was supposed to be me. but it wasn’t.
          so i asked you, how was it being with her,
          and you said, how it always is, it always
          feels right.
          *
          this is after we have broken up.
          i still cannot believe it.
          it was supposed to be me.
          i’m sorry it was not. 
          i’m sorry i was not enough
          to fill the entire room. 
          i would try harder next time
          but i don’t think there will be a next time.
          “we shouldn’t have had sex this day,” you said,
          and i said “it was good though,” and it was.
          good. it, being being with you, was good.
          i’m sorry it is no longer anything more
          than a picture in your phone.
          

give us the masc camila we deserve. i’ll venmo u

I am working on a oneshot with an actual happy ending & minimal amounts of angst. I do not feel like myself at all

binch,,, why your one shots gotta make me so sad

When you guys comment it literally makes my day, I love you ❤️