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hihihihi everyone!! sorry I ran off for so long lol it's been a crazy time for me. just wanted to post this to say that I am in fact still alive but I probably won't be using this account again in order to post things, at least not anything related to the DSMP. I've kind of been moving away from Wattpad and over to ao3 over the last 3 years (ik ik, im on the less freaky side of it dw) because I feel like Wattpad is kinda childish to me now, no offense to anyone who enjoys this site.
          
          I know I've said a multitude of times that I would stop writing about the DSMP but those were all kinda empty promises because I implied it rather than saying it out loud, saying false things like 'oh, ill try to finish this book and then stop' but im gonna be real with you guys, a lot of these stories were drafted up in like 2022 so they're really cringe to me now and I'd like to think I'm a way better writer now than I was back then so I kinda hate the idea of looking back at them and having to read that stuff in order to make new chapters.
          
          Will I be deleting them? Absolutely not! Those stories hold a special place in my heart no matter how much I hate them with my entire being. But this is just to say that I definitely will not be returning to write about the DSMP anymore. Sorry, but my hyperfixation immediately vanished after 2024.
          
          Anywho, I hope whoever ends up reading this is doing well and I'm sorry to dissapoint if you enjoyed my writing (for some reason)! I know there aren't many of you anymore, but thank you to everyone who stood by my side despite my multiple absences. I love you all so much and I will miss you tremendously.
          
          Lots of love, 3lf_c0re.

Wow, so uhhh that post dream made on twitter huh...honestly that was such an immature and innapropriate move that I genuinely dont feel comfortable writing about somebody like that ever again. That kind of language is so disgusting, whether you're allowed to use it or not. I honestly feel sick to my stomach about the dsmp and the content creators now. I've been a fan of the dsmp since late 2021. It was there for me through a LOT of times where I felt like crap. It helped me to make new ideas for my ocs, new friends, and also ideas for stories that I wanted to write. But over the years, after the drama with wilbur and then george and now dream, I can just feel my hyperfixation in the dsmp draining fast. I really don't know what I'm going to do with my stories now. I mean, I'll probably finish the mermaid one featuring Niki and Puffy, but other than that I really don't feel comfortable writing about anybody from the dsmp anymore. So, I'm really REALLY sorry to anyone who was interested in my stories but I probably won't get them done for a long long time after this. Dream was a pretty neutral character in my stories but I don't really want to paint him as a good person if yk what I mean. Sure, he's not a villain irl, but he's not the best person to write about. I have no clue where my stories or this account are headed, but thank you to everyone who stuck by me for the long haul, and I'll hopefully see you again soon.

happy new year and late merry christmas, wow i havent been online here in a hot minute. uhhh got a new job so thats chill but i honestly forgot wattpad was a thing, i didnt exactly have a plot for where i wanted bee regnant to go which is why i've been putting off updating it for so long, same with the other stories, I'm slowly getting back in to story writing and I really wanna finish at least ONE of the unfinished books I have on here sooo i'll try finishing one (maybe even two) books sometime this year, thanks to whoevers still been sticking around for this <3

quit my job cause it was kinda feral but uhh ill try to update bee regnant sometime this month srry for the delay

alive, been busy spending my holidays relaxing for once in a millennium instead of having all my happiness and energy sapped from school!!! :D

still alive, 2 more assignments to do but after that i'm probably going to take a little break for school holidays, i haven't been too into writing recently, sorry.

still alive, i have a job now, thats cool. uhhh i also have 3 tests due next week and 1 test due in like 4 days. i havent studied for any of them.

Uhm okay so this might actually be a bit of a serious post, but it definitely needs to be said.  When the Dream allegations were going around I kind of just ignored them because he had made a whole video proving the allegations wrong and stuff like that so I just didn't feel the need to remove him from my stories or really mention him in general. But, the allegations recently surrounding Wilbur are a lot more serious, because there is hard and definite evidence that Shelby was abused by Wilbur. I honestly can't even fathom that Wilbur would do something like this, and I am so proud of Shelby for speaking up about her abuse.
          
          So, now you might be wondering "well, what are you going to do about the stories with Wilbur in them?" I honestly don't know. I don't want somebody like him to be associated with my stories, character or not, and as much as it pains me to say this, he was a massive point in the DSMP storyline, and likely will be a massive point in my stories as well. And I can't exactly just make up an OC to take his place, because that wouldn't work very well with the stories. So what I'm going to be doing now is just avoiding placing him in my stories in the future. The only way he'll be mentioned is for like a really small scene, and then again that will only be his character being shown.
          
          My heart goes out to Shelby, and any other victims who have been through something like this. You are so so brave and I hope that you are healing from what you've been through. Have a lovely day/night and I'll see you all soon. <3
          
          -3lf_c0re

still here, also happy late valentines day everybody! this is my first valentines where i've actually had a partner so it was pretty nice :)

STILL ALIVE BUT I FEEL LIKE IM DYING BECAUSE I HAVE TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL IN LIKE 3 DAYS GUYS ACTUALY HELP ME