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holy shit how tf am i JUST realizing my bio STILL has -'more than a friend, dude' is currently and most likely permanently discontinued!!!- in it my god it's been like a year that should've been taken down LMFAO

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holy shit how tf am i JUST realizing my bio STILL has -'more than a friend, dude' is currently and most likely permanently discontinued!!!- in it my god it's been like a year that should've been taken down LMFAO

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hey guys sorry i got really depressed and ended up in the ER over the winter
          ¡ don't have any desire to write atm but i find it really funny that i wrote a long ass message to post on here and saved it to my notes the day before what caused me to go to the ER happened.. which is why i never posted it LMFAO i just posted it cause why not, i mean i did mean to, it was just bad timing lol. i find it funny i said all that considering the mental state i was in. why did i say/plan all that LMFAO. it doesn't fit in one part so i finished it in the replies to the first post. but hey, atleast i'm on meds and in therapy again now! but, again, i'm not gonna be writing anything for awhile. go drink some water and eat something pls, bye for now, xoxo - ghost :)

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ugh guys i'm so sorry long story short one day in like october everything in my notes app randomly disappeared and i came to the conclusion of my storage being full as the reason. though looking back at what i posted, i didn't write much more for that story. i've been dealing with so much shit and have been so caught up with having to go back to school irl again, aswell as drivers ed, just so much stuff i've barely been reading. i kinda wanna write again(NO PROMISE, IT'S FINALS WEEK AND A NEW SEMESTER'S ABOUT TO START)but honestly i'm not so sure where to go with my current story 'i knew..' and no 'more than a friend, dude' probably won't ever be continued. it sucks that my old iphone XS glitched and stopped working in september 2022. i lost everything. there's a large chunk of writing left for 'more than a friend, dude' that i never posted because i don't post chapters without atleast knowing where the story's gonna go next lol, i don't plan well. and considering i have a problem with wrapping stories up i was thinking about maybe starting a series of one-shots. i feel like i might be better at that. (pt1)

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  they would probably all be the same people/versions of themselves, but just at different times in their life. like, a wide range. i'd like to write that. warning just like parts in my other stories they will probably be very intense, definitely mature. maybe i'll put smut/self harm/drinking/smoking/abuse, etc. in the title's of each chapter/one-shot. because they'll all be different storylines, some maybe connected, but atleast that's more of a warning about what you'll read if the titles aren't descriptive enough. hey. so i know i just ranted my plans but idc. my adderall kicked in as i started writing this so leave me alone LMFAO. i feel like i typed and sounded like a fucking robot this entire paragraph. again, i just wanna apologize for being that unreliable author discontinuing shit and getting you guys' hopes up. don't 100% get your hopes up for this but i've been thinking about writing one-shots for awhile. plus like i've said years ago, this distracts and helps me not cut as much(i think)which is getting pretty bad again! love that! but yeah, basically i might be back here more again, lowkey wish i had some advice just for where to go with 'i knew..' my "current" story, whenever/if i ever go back to it. i really don't wanna discontinue another story, i'm such a hypocrite LOL i know how devastating it is when people do that. nobody's probably even gonna read this LMAO but just a little explanation if anyone ever wants it so i don't feel like an asshole! LOL sorry this was so long i'm done now just go take a sip of water for me thank you - xoxo ghost :) (pt2/2)
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I'M SORRY I'VE BEEN SO INACTIVE!!! living the unrequited love between the same sex childhood bsfs trope seriously IS. NOT. FUN. AT ALL. trust. this entire year so far has been hell and she just realized she's actually straight after almost 4 years of being out as bii'll try to post what i have for 'i knew...' at some point but it's been awhile since i've written, maybe even months. again i apologize. but also i'm slowly going insanebye for now, go drink some water pls, xoxo - ghost :')

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asking politely for every morby writer to republish their old fics and never take their current ones down PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I'M BEGGING
          
          i'm stuck searching for two dif ones with extremely specific AU's that i read a little over two years ago, they were so good i'm so sad i can't find them i don't even think they were the same author i just remember them both being a couple of my favs:(

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@3ll0h3ll I remember reading this one really old morby fanfic when I first made my account that I wanted to read again but sadly it was taken down ;-;
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