To the person of this account and others who may read this: no matter what happens, there are people here for you if you simply put effort into reaching out to them. No matter how hopeless you feel, or how out of place you feel, you won't make people's lives better by leaving them behind in the cruelty of the world. Even if you feel worthless, people see your worth, despite maybe not sharing that knowledge. Regardless of the situation though, no one's life will be better without you and the situation will never be hopeless. Where there are tears, there's hope, and where there's hope, there's a light to the life you have that's worth living no matter how hard it gets. Through hardships comes the joy of being with the people you love, accidentally stumbling across funny videos to show to friends that have the same sense of humor as you, and sometimes even just hugging someone you're close to while crying for whatever reason it may be, but even through those tears, there can be happiness because the person let you hug them, or maybe even hugged you first because they saw you crying. Remember, nothing is hopeless and there's always going to be people who are caring as long as there are still people to care and be cared for. If those people seem scarce, you may just need to look somewhere else instead of where you've been looking.