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I am so sorry for not uploading a chapter in like years
I am very guilty for it and sulking deep in regret
NEW CHAPTER ON MONDAY GUYSSS
A part of my life that i want to tell to someone but i got none
It's been three days, my exams are going stressed because of that
But a guy....... In my friends group...... Uh he kinda verbally sexualizes me. Today in the last period of the school, he came utterly close to me while laughing and joking, he was sitting in the same bench as me. I told my best friend to please exchange it with him, but he was not ready to listen to her. I was so fcking uncomfortable that i wasn't even taking a single breathe and was so close to the damn wall. In the last everyone was joking kidding blah blah blah, he was so close to me like srsly so fucking close to me. I gotta a panic attack
I cried, i screamed, i did everything, my female friends comforted me a lot you know a alot
Everytime i listen to these kind of stories i am like bruh just fight back, just say that you are uncomfortable
Now i am in that shoes, in that boat, i regret every word
I don't have guts to say anything to that guy or even face him
I am not going to talk to anyone
Shall i talk about this to my mother? No idea
But yea
2 August, 3 August, and 4 August, was verbally sexualized by a guy.