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ok im back after a few days i guess uh yeah woohoo gonna try to update my moonlight and sunshine book i think maybe
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i think im going to quit wattpad and a few social media's, nothing is helping me and im stressed out fuck fuck
well, ok, good bye people, i guess
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i feel so tired i ront wanna live no more for my lord's sakes..
vent! ignore if not interested
i feel neglected by everyone lately and i hate it, i absolutely hate it . even i feel neglected by my own boyfriend who i know that still loves m, but what can i do? nothing, nothing at all
i domt want to experience it again, i dont want to please just let me be happy for a while this time that ive got a chance to please i beg dont take them away from me, i would cry and cry if you do
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@twt_estherXD + ive found other people, people who i trust, people who i love, people who matters to me more than myself . please, my lord, dont let me experience the same thing with them, please i dont want to be crying for them, i dont want to be sad all the time, i dont want to be lonely anymore, i just want them to stay in my life for a little longer than it was supposed to be please i beg just let me enjoy this chance for a while, please i iii i just i will change for them if i have to i will do anything for them to stay with me they can hurt me however they want i dont care just please stay with me dont leave me im sorry please i will let them do anything to me i will let them say hurtful things to me and i wont mind i just want to be with them and live another life, another chance where i could be happy again, just like the old times,
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@twt_estherXD + i domt want to be replaced and forgotten please i dont want to experience it all over again i feel like relapsing again shit oh no aaaaaa i i just wnt some happiness, someone that will truly love me till death, i just want that i dokt want anymore broken promises please just, please, im begging let this go on for a while let me be happy this time please please please pleifeellikekillingmyselffuck you promisedme that you will always spend time with me, love me, and never replace me. being the guardian that ive always been wishing for, a wonderful father and son bodnding time .what happened to that? you replaced me, liar liar liar liar liar liar liar liar liar liar liar liar liar lia you promised me that you will stay, you will love me, that i will always be the love of your life. what happened? your best friend was getting your attention? i didnt seem that great enough as a girlfriend(i was gender fluid back then .)? why didnt you tell me? why didnt you talk to me about it why with the sudden break up why why why wh ill try to be better for someone else, really you said i was your most best friend, you said that you will never leave me for someone else, you said all that, just for nothing? nothing. you left me, why? did i do something wrong? tell me if i did. please stop leaving and entering into my life, it's drainning me i cant handle the amount of times you asked me if we can cut ties i cant handle the pain you're causing with me now, but what can i do? i still love you, i cant do anything about that +
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hey, I've got something important to say. I've went to therapy and I was diagnosed with chipi chipi chapa chapa dubi dubi daba daba magico mi dubi dubi boom boom boom boom :car:
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yknow what, FUCK WRITING!! TIME TO MAKE A STICKFIGURE OC AND ALSO MAKE THEM IN GACHA :smiling_imp: im so evil wmahahahhaaha (you won't believe how huge the trauma will be)
maybe a roblox oc as well (mwhahaha)
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ggguh, i should probably plan out the ideas for the next chapter smh, + im gonna try updating the side stories if i can :C (the side stories definitely did nothing but at least i gotta update something to it)
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hi, didnt sleep today [5am] :3
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hi
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@twt_estherXD HEH?????
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SIR.
YOU DID NOT TELL ME YOU WERE INTO LN AND ROD AND TRANSFORMERS??????????????
