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i'm so lost in what to do with my life, i'm not doing so swell lol

He shoved her to the wall gripping her already bruised throat. 
          "Now kitten, what did I say?" 
          "N-no" she whispered timidly. 
          "No means no." He spoke loudly. 
          She was whimpering and crying.
          "I-i'm sorry" she closed her eyes attempting to catch a breath. 
          He loosened his grip and stepped back. 
          "Listen to me when I say No. Understand?" He said staring her down. 
          She dropped to her knees and leaned her head down.
          "Yes Sir" she spoke on command. 

he pressed his knife to her throat a tad deeper
          "was it worth it babygirl?" He spat venomously. 
          she cried, her lip quivering, "N-no!" She whimpered. 
          "Then why'd you do it? You knew what you were getting into falling in love with me, and then you turned around and fucked another guy, So tell me, Why'd you do it?" 
          She sputtered and gasped, she was trying to wiggle out of his grasp. But the more she struggled the more that blade dug into her neck. "I-I didn't know what was happening.. H-He was just bu-buying drinks and t-t-then i woke up with his arms aro-around me!" She said, her voice quivering.  He removed his grasp from around her and sighed. "We have rules for a reason, I don't set rules so you go and break them, I set rules for your safety." He said to her. She nodded and hugged his legs mumbling "I'm sorry" over and over. He petted her and slid is hand under her chin forcing her to look up. "Don't do it again" He said sternly. She nodded. "Now go get yourself cleaned up" She scrambled to the bathroom and looked at the small line with beads of blood. He wasn't taking it easy on her this time.. She knew what she was doing, she had fucked the other guy because she thrived attention from her master that she had been lacking. 
          ~i hope this is okay

i can't wait to hold your hand..
          i can't wait to kiss you and hug you..
          i can't wait to squish your cheeks and peck your lips..
          i can't wait to squeeze your hand and catch your attention..
          i can't wait to pet you and run my hands through your hair...
          i can't wait..

HOLY FUCK I LOVE​ BEING SAD 

I just wanted you to know that I still pay attention to everything, including your Wattpad from time to time c:
          
          I love you bunches <3
          And I love that last book, in case you never realized I voted on it cx

He tilted his head to the left.
          "Now my darling" 
          He lowered his hood.
          "This is only the beginning" 
          To say he was beautiful was an understatement. 
          Flawless couldn't even begin to touch what he was. 
          His seemingly small lips stretched into an eerie grin as his dark brown eyes slowly turned into bottomless black pits. 
          He took a step back and it seemed as I was just a small child and he had been the monster in my closet. 
          He reached his hand out and motioned me to come forward. 
          I hesitantly wobbled forward and climbed into his hand. 
          He lifted me to his face and inspected me.
          I looked him directly in one of the black holes he called eyes. I felt like I was in a trance staring into his eyes. 
          He suddenly put me down and pulled his hood up, he went back  to his normal size and turned around. 
          "Wait!" I called after him.
          He stood frozen in his tracks.
          "Who are you?" I asked, a sickly feeling crawling it's way up my throat.
          "Who I am has nothing to do with who you are, and who you will be. Who I am doesn't have any effect on who runs this universe and all of the creatures in it. Therefore you have no reason to know who I am" he turned back around and lightly pulled his hood back enough to show his candy brown eyes for a split moment, before they turned to black holes. As I peered into his eyes he leaned forward, it was like looking into a whole other universe. He closed his eyes again and leaned his head against mine. 
          "Who I am will never have an effect on you, but in all world's I've ever seen, you've been the most beautiful creature I've laid my eyes on." He pulled back and shook his head. "We will meet again one day, just you wait, one day you will become a goddess of this universe. My goddess. And we will live together in perfect peace and harmony" 
          He turned around and walked away as I stood there in awe.
          

"I get a thrill off people looking at me" she spoke in a rushed manner 
          "And why is that?" He asked calmly
          "I-I don't know exactly, it's like, when people look at me, I feel like, I'm out there, that people notice me. So I go out in the night and wear nothing but a little black dress and 3 inch pumps and i feel like I'm on top of the world. I feel like I am being appreciated. So when men buy me drinks I get shitfaced and then go Fuck a random guy every night. Then I wake up the next day and do it again. And again. 
          It's like and endless cycle but it makes me feel like a total godess."  She said.
          
          

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