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hey chat whats up, today we are
idk back? not really but
a lotta shit happened in these past months
jerry milton and jack from kickin it are gay and a couple no question
also just plain bread with butter especially flavoured butter is the best i will not take criticism
guess i like sudoku now idk
im so PAINFULLY bored im trying to decorate my room a bit more, maybe get another poster or two, buy some art prints
but like
i dont really. want. to do much but i want to do something yk
god im like two minutes from sending something i most certainly should not send. used up all the characters on disc for it and it should never never be sent
i really fuckin miss him. stupid to idk i ruined things
had to go and be a dick yk
doubt he thinks of me. like its coming up on a year since what happened and a little less since we last talked, moved on easy
wouldnt bode very well with a “im sorry” and then radio silence would it
fuck i always ruin things, fuckin alone
finally fuckin done that damned english. ugh, so done with school and it hasnt even started, not to mention i cant wait for it. bloody bored with nothing to do.
anyway also hate this FUCKING KID. MF CANNOT SHUT THE FUCK UP AND IT PISSES ME OFF TO NO END
“oh you get up before 7:30 everyday? oh mimimi people who get less sleep are socially repulsive, you know, get more sleep as to no one asked, and btw only mentioning this after making a point to disagree and argue with everything you say and put down all your interests and feelings and opinions and correct you on everything and get everyone agreeing with me because oh im the owner and oh so great and right, and youre wrong, and you need to fix yourself and do that and oh yes say something completely joking and ill mute you for the day and everyone hates you and thinks youre a whore and i can say the exact same thing and people are clambering to my defense mimim.”
gonna fucking stab myself claw out my fucking eyes and throat and shove it up his stupid ass and down his throat till hes goddamn dead kid gets on my every fucking nerves ruins any semblance of a good thing and its so fucking STUPID ITS STUPID AND im going to FUCKING KILL MYSELF
idk.
fuck this im so fucking ANNOYED right now and i cant reread pray for us icarus coz i would probably start sobbing and i cant do that rn coz im on my stupid fucking period and it hurts to live.
anyway. once more for good measure and just coz existing,
fuck.
lord, just had some weird push of creativity and stroked out 350/400 words of a finale to something i havent even written. i didnt even have the idea just five minutes prior, and now i have a good start to a finale for it.
well, at least i know i can write, been fearing the opposite with this damned english work for all summer and ive only so much time left to finish it and get it done. in all honesty, its about two weeks till school starts and three till its truly due, but im still not enjoying it.
i have just about a third of it done. god, ten 200 word responses i can barely force out, its awful.
not the work, and thats the worse, itd be so easy to do and be done with it, i just, dont want to. and so i cant.
ugh,
anyway
throwing myself back into good omens fics and music for the night.
ill get back sometime, maybe, with one i finished just earlier today, but my current recommendation is: Soho by lurlur on ao3, 14 chapters of pure brilliance, lovely thing here. im only so far in, honestly, but its very well written and such.
god, can someone look at me as crowley looks at aziraphale?
hey who would read an almost purely self indulgent good omens fic with one or multiple of the MULTITUDE of fic ideas and aus and lines and plots ive been hoarding over this past week or two
id like to publish it on ao3 eventually (if i get to writing at all) but id try to test it here first, not to mention the fact of the matter being i have little to no clue of publishing on ao3 and the formatting scares me just so. if someone who is more familiar with publishing works there be so kind as to lend any advice, id be so so grateful
(just hope my life doesnt turn into one of an ao3 writers. right messes those things are, “hey guys, sorry for the hours delay on todays update, got into a car accident driving to a friends after finding my house was burnt down and all my most precious things were inside and the hospital wifi was shit. lol look at these silly little gay people tho!”)
(and dear god, the tags. so many wonderful ideas on tagging some upcoming works that fit in just right with some of the stuff ive seen, its lovely)
screaming crying but without the s
david tennant is so hot. why. god FUCK he is HOT
AND CUTE ?? LIKE HELLO
god fuck i want to be AND do him
brb gonna trim up my hair to be more like the 10th doctors/crowleys modern hair
maybe i should get some suits and do some cosplay for the tenth and crowley
ugh david tennant is so hot in most all his roles and just himself
holy fuck im totally stable and normal about him ‼️‼️
help ive been looking at pinterest for a minute and im already audibly giggling kicking my feet if i werent laying on my side id be bouncing and shaking my wrists till they burn just from one or two good omens related memes/art
good omens
michael sheen
david tennant
terry pratchett
neil gaiman
god im gonna die i love good omens
anyway i have my first intro week to school tomorrow ‼️ its a mix of a choice program and meeting people, i choose a cooking program so im hopefully gonna do some cooking
OH AND i also got into ALL MY CLASSES I WANTED ‼️‼️ astronomy and geohonours here i COME (i do have pe right after homeroom tho. right in the morning, two periods straight. but hey the teacher is okay) (i should also have that queer teacher i talked to some last year HOPEFULLY (they gave me some book recs after seeing me reading good omens once and theyre just super cool))