Why I haven't updated:
Hey guys! I know it's been a while since I've written anything or posted a message on here... but I wanted to come back and talk about why for a minute.
Clearly, even though I'm slow to update, I know there has been a lot of radio silence on my end, and I'm sorry about that. With everything that's come out about Dream within the past year or so, I've stopped watching him or supporting him all together. For a while (this summer), I tried to keep writing this despite that... Largely, for you guys, and for the younger version of myself in 2020, who promised that I would finally finish one of my writing projects. But with all the recent news about him and even Dream Team's decisions (like Sapnap joining Kick), I just feel less motivated to work on this fiction. I like to believe that my writing, characters, and accomplishments with this story have largely nothing to do with the creators. However, it still makes me sick to even think about Dream in any context that doesn't consider him as what he is. So I put writing on a pause because, combined with everything else in my life and college, it was becoming too overwhelming to tackle that.
I still don't know if I want to continue the story. I know that I'm neglectant to give a hard 'no.' Because I'm genuinely so proud of some of these chapters. I guess what I'm trying to say is that it all depends on what you guys say. Should I continue?
I think that if I do choose to finish this story, I would have to go back and change everyone's names, so I can stop thinking about Dream Team as a whole when/if I write this to it's completion. Depends on how you guys feel about that, though. Because I know that some of you love this story as much, if not more than me, at times.