This will be long, so please bear with me<3
For those who have read Be Secretive and/or Ever After, I will say this now: I will be deleting them for the time being. I'm expecting major editing in the mere future, mainly for those two stories themselves. I've felt embarrassment reading Ever After and Be Secretive, both stories full of words I regret typing. Ever After has made me feel like less than a writer than I ever should feel- I should feel like an author who has just made their debut. I digress.
Ever After will be deleted and completely rewritten due to my feelings of copying iluvdaisychain's story "A Pirate's Kiss". The inspiration was too high back then, I was blinded.
Be Secretive was my first completed story, yet it only consisted of 40-ish pages, including the unnecessarily large spaces I put in-between paragraphs for longer chapters. Oops.
I'm truly grateful for these stories that I have worked on. They introduced me to this life, they formed me into the writer I am today. I don't mind losing the votes, but I hope nobody else will. Though, I am here to redeem myself as a writer. No (or at least, not many) of my followers/fans will take the time to read this message, but if some do, then I appreciate the effort. I realize after reading again, that I have been missing out on the feeling of writing; missing out on the feeling of living, even. Deep stuff.
I shall bid you farewell, but only for a short amount of time. No farewell of mine will last forever, and I will tell you this: My New Year's goal is to write more, to inspire and to become the person who I have longed to be. I wish to be strong, I wish to be my true self.
Thank you,
christy