4L3TYL3R_F4N

Lowk i have to find absolute underGROUND GAMES so twin won't say "oh yeah i know that game" OR EVEN HAVE A COSPLAY OUTTA TGAT GAME (i have absolute competition with my friends JUST FOR A GAME..) /SRS
          	
          	[It doesn't mean i gotta beat them up jus because they know better btw i am NOT that guy bruh]

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4L3TYL3R_F4N

Lowk i have to find absolute underGROUND GAMES so twin won't say "oh yeah i know that game" OR EVEN HAVE A COSPLAY OUTTA TGAT GAME (i have absolute competition with my friends JUST FOR A GAME..) /SRS
          
          [It doesn't mean i gotta beat them up jus because they know better btw i am NOT that guy bruh]

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I'm actually done with my own shit.
          I can't be mad or sad for 2 seconds because of my own parents criticizing me. I can't be agitated without a reason when they say something that triggers me. I can't peel my own skin or self harm myself and having the knife blade penetrating in my arms, i want to do it but i'm keeping my own promise, i'm done, i just want to hurt myself over and over, i want to kill others, i want to torture others, i can't express by keyboard from how much i'm irritated and agitated.
          For once i want to be comforted as an actual human being. I can't. I can't keep my life like this.
          I'm done. I just want someone to have their arms open for me so i can cry in their shirt until it's soaked from my own tears. I can't get comfort until i ask help, i just want people to help me defend from how i act around these days, i can't get a therapist because my parents wont but i really need a physical, touchable, heart warming hug.
          
          I'm sorry if i'm saying cringe shit atm but i just have my own door locked up and crying silently so they can't hear me as i'm writing this. I just want to let It all out but i can't.

4L3TYL3R_F4N

So uhh my gf broke up with me just 2 weeks in the realtionship like what

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@ theREALguest666  thanks man
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@theREALguest666 SHE don deserve u tho hope u find someone right for you sooner or later bro
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