Ace / Ghosty

. . . SPAMTON [JUMPSCARE] BOOO!!

I'm actually done with my own shit.
          I can't be mad or sad for 2 seconds because of my own parents criticizing me. I can't be agitated without a reason when they say something that triggers me. I can't peel my own skin or self harm myself and having the knife blade penetrating in my arms, i want to do it but i'm keeping my own promise, i'm done, i just want to hurt myself over and over, i want to kill others, i want to torture others, i can't express by keyboard from how much i'm irritated and agitated.
          For once i want to be comforted as an actual human being. I can't. I can't keep my life like this.
          I'm done. I just want someone to have their arms open for me so i can cry in their shirt until it's soaked from my own tears. I can't get comfort until i ask help, i just want people to help me defend from how i act around these days, i can't get a therapist because my parents wont but i really need a physical, touchable, heart warming hug.
          
          I'm sorry if i'm saying cringe shit atm but i just have my own door locked up and crying silently so they can't hear me as i'm writing this. I just want to let It all out but i can't.

I just feel that lowky ppl will read the 1xdoe fic that now it's almost.. abandoned?? And then we got tge newest story which the START HAS 1200 WORDS
          
          lowky i need absolute rating on how i wrote the start for ultra-rompa 4k

So uhh my gf broke up with me just 2 weeks in the realtionship like what

Can u pls continue the story ....

GUYS.
          
          I WON ‼️‼️ (they became my gf)

Guys so lowky me and someone that have been best friends for a long time and we're acting like GFs..
          
          SHOULD I CONFESS TO THEM THAT I WANT TO BE HER GF??? I'M SOBBING STO

WATTPADDD,
          MAKE MUTLI WRITING POSSIBILE 
          AND MY LIFE IS YOURSSSS

Just had the best idea to write it in my native language (italian).. mabye i could do and italian fanfic for once

Hahah... Very weird from me but, yk abt the 1xdoe Fanfiction that i'm writing? Well.
          
          I fucking can't get ideas to do 1x's side.
          
          And also should i make like.. and artbook or another type of like.. Averell x Lucky Luke Fanfiction (you guys don ask i love em)