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returning to this account is... strange.

Texas is a Service Sub

So listen- when I write a book with lots of triggering topics I add a tw chapter- so listen- when yall vote on a page of TWs I worry about yall a bit-

So I have really bad anxiety because of stuff going on and like- I don't want to bother either of my boyfriends so I'm just gonna set this down here and hope neither of them see this-
          
          My dad and brother are both pushing for me to stay here with them for schooling. I understand that with my mom things aren't always stable or constant but I feel like I can't just leave her- like, I know here I have possible opportunities, possibilities of getting full ride scholar ships, possibilities I'm tired of hearing about.
           They are possibilities- sure, with my mother I don't always have a stable spot, but there I know the area. There I know the bus routes. There I have friends. There I know what classes I'm gonna have. There I have my sister's house I cam stay at if things get bad. There I have a plan regarding school.
            There I have places I can run away to- here, it's not a safe area. Here I have regular panic attacks. Here I spiral under pressure of not knowing if my grandma's are gonna fight. Here, there, here, there.
          
          There's bad on both sides but fuck, having friends, a plan with school, a social life- those things help me There. No matter what happens I can roll with it and build off it or what the fuck ever but why, a day before I go home, do they have to throw pressure on me to make the decision of leaving or staying and shit- 
             I hate it. Anyhow, more parts prepped to be posted here soon<3

Can we talk about how amazing the comments are on chapters where it's angst-
          
          It's either "OMG I LOVE THIS:
          
          Or, "Aww, poor (insert name) I hope it gets better"
          

"The Pinecrest frontier" and "He did What?" Both have part 1 released for both stories. I apologize for the wait, and hope you all enjoy the beginning to two very different stories.

Prepare for texas angst-  more, that is. This time, as a story. And don't worry, I'll be releasing the Maine x Alaska one too(=

I know everyone looks at the friendship between cali and Austin, but I mean- I could see Austin being friends with tennessee too. Possibly Oklahoma, but mostly tennessee- it's also possible he could turn out being friends with states like oregon or maryland.

TX:get rid of the FBI
          GOV:no-
          CAlet him speak- is that Austin?
          TX Austin wouldn't agree with me about getting rid of the fbi
          Austin:yeah, I would
          TX:what in the devils bread basket, you agree with me?
          Austin: Yeah, ACAB
          TX:you're done
          
          
          
          This just happened, and you are so welcome for reminding you<3

YALL- SO, YOU KNOW HOW WE USUALLY BASE HEIGHT OFF OF LAND MASS? 
          
          new york has a large population. 
          
          Land mass tho-
          17th place. 
          
          Compared to texas,  California- even Florida,  he is shorter. Loui is just barely shorter than him. 
          
          Do with this as you will.