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As of Wednesday the 16th of August, I am no longer a wattpad user. Stay safe everyone, thankyou for a good 4 years!

I'm deleting discord so if anyone wants to stay in contact, add my discord; s1gmas.l0v3r
          
          Stay safe everyone <3

Who wants to start a bsd or haikyuu rp?? I'm so bored ahh

I'm numb of all feelings rn and it's so weird.. I'm just existing with no reason to be happy or sad. Its weird.

The person I always looked up to told me i was annoying, unlikable, and boring. That she only kept me around for a laugh. That im thr worst person she's ever met.
          
          I genuinely cannot do this anymore

Tw
          
          She's the reason I want to die !!

Lil rant/vent (no tws)
          
          After waiting since 2019 for a camhs (Child and Adolescent Mental Health Services) mental health assessment and being referred to camhs by 6/7 different professionals, I finally have a mental health assessment tomorrow morning. Tho, tbh I'm a bit scared because I've never had an ACTUAL mental health assessment, and I've heard nothing but negative things about camhs, so yeah, I'm quite worried about that. Also, if I'm too truthful, I might get sectioned under the mental health act, which will jeopardise almost any chance of me getting a job or anything in the future. The stress about tomorrow is keeping me awake, so I'm getting a lot done, which ig is making a positive out of a negative. But yeah, I'm absolutely shitting myself for tomorrow lmao.

'Feels like we buried alive something that never died so God it hurt when I found out,
          you love her, it's over.
          Do you even doubt it on your lips? 
          You love her, It's over. 
          You already found someone to miss while I'm still standing at the exit.'

The amount of people I lost after I stopped being a people pleaser and actually set boundaries is quite sad tbh

First off ty for following me, second I love your background it's so beautiful!